Sixth dance ~ Rokume no mai [Accidental voice | Backdated to Sunday because I suck]
[There isn't much to hear at first. Just some shuffling going on, and some heavy breathing. Then, a sigh, as Rukia tries talking, and struggling with her words.]
I... they're my nakama, they... they trust me... They have to.
[A pause, as she struggles again.]
I... I know Nii-sama...
[It goes quiet again. It seems Bunny's trying to reassure herself, ( Read more... )
I... they're my nakama, they... they trust me... They have to.
[A pause, as she struggles again.]
I... I know Nii-sama...
[It goes quiet again. It seems Bunny's trying to reassure herself, ( Read more... )
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...this was recording?
[A pause. No, not really, Puppy. But she'll try to hide it.]
I'm fine.
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C'mon, talk to me, Rukia.
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Someone told me that... that I was a monster, pretending to be a human. That... I didn't deserve to be trusted. Because of what I've done.
[There's a slight choke in there. Though she's gotten over the Dark Rukia incident, there's other things that bother her, and deep down? A part of her believes that what the Shadow said is true. Because of Kaien-dono.]
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Someone told me I didn't deserve it. Because of what I've done.
[[Bus pretty much told me that Xanxus high-tailed it out of there when the gang arrived to rescue Rukia, and that he left his men there to go against them but he himself went into hiding. So uh. If you wanna go as- they rescued her but couldn't find Xanxus? I think that's how it went.]
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I know you think you're some kind of horrible person, but you're not, okay? You're a really good person that got put in really awful situations, and did the very best you could.
[ You can probably hear the smile in his voice, right here. We'll cheer you up, yet, Bunny. ]
So. Stop kicking your own ass over it, huh? That's my job.
((OOC: As for the dramu post, I just figured once we wrapped that one up, then it would be way easier to tag & post & such. I don't mean to be a pain about it. ))
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[There's a pause there as she listens, and tries to fight that demon in herself that still blames her for things happening beyond her reach or ability. But she shoves it down, reminding herself that she has her nakama here to guide her along, especially in hard times like this.]
Ichigo. Thank you.
[And there's a slight chuckle at that.]
And it's my job to take care of you when you're the same way, idiot.
[[asfkjhafshkj Ohgod fffff. No no no, you're never a pain bb, I didn't mean to sound that way! XD I was just kicking myself to write it because I had the tab open for a while, but got buried in other things. XD But I totally want to finish it and everything, and I totally understand your reasoning too!! <3]]
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I'll decline that offer, especially when it's coming from you, Aizen.
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But your Hollow still troubles you, doesn't it? I could help. It was part of you.
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The person who said it- they'd never say that to me if they were themselves. It's... them, but not, at the same time.
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Keep in mind, Rukia, that as much shit as has happened to you in the past, most, if not all of it wasn't your fault.
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[She still doesn't believe it, not when it comes to Kaien-dono, buuuuuuut we'll act like it got through anyway.]
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What we said's right, y'know. You weren't responsible for it, besides, you guys wouldn't let me get down because of the shit that Shuyin pulled with me...so I can't let you guys get all mopey about this.
...or something like that, at least.
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It's just... I was reminded of more than that, by someone. Of other things that I've done.
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It's like what Terry told me once: "if you keep looking back, you're just going to end up smacking into something right in front of you."
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