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Blue is the colour of love...
Blue. Blue. Blue. Blue. Blue. Blue. Blue. Blue. Blue. Blue. Blue. Blue. Blue. Blue. Blue. Blue.
Blue is the colour of love. And my heart is blue for you.
I'm caught in a one way street with the monsters in my head.
I try to look away. I try to stop my thoughts. I try to stop the flow of words.
I try and I try and I try... I hate you.
I used to dream in ( Read more... ) -
I finally wrote you a song, another unsent letter.
You apologise for 'burdening' me with your problems. Don't ever think that. I'm your friend, and you're supposed to ask your friends for help.
The look on my face is not boredom, not annoyance. It's concern.
I hate to see you like this. I hate knowing exactly what you're going through and not being able to do anything about it. I just wish it were ( Read more... ) -
Listen to the music...
I really hate him. I hate him more than wearing shoes. I hate him more than spending time with my father. I hate him more than eating eggpplant. I hate him more than anything else in the whole wide world and the worst part about it all is that I know exactly why.
He's so perfect, so undeniably perfect that everything I do around him seems like a ( Read more... ) -
Words are power
Words are power. Words are truth. Words are magic.
Words have a tremendous impact on us. Whatever words we utter should be chosen with care for people will hear them and be influenced by them for good or evil. The basic tool for the manipulation of truth is the manipulation of words. If one can control the meaning of words, one can control the ( Read more... ) -
I'm so tired..
Just a warning, the picture is incredibly accurate.
I'm so tired; emotionally and physically, and anything else you can think of. I’ve become an absolute wreck in the last month. I’m going off the deep end. I’m an emotional rollercoaster. I am just so tired, lost, and have no idea where to go to get this figured out... I'm so emotionally tired that ( Read more... ) -
Blood
I’m feeling very much like I need to update this frequently again. It’s been a while (not too long, but long enough for me to feel bad about it), but I haven’t really had anything to say on this thing (well… thats not entirely true, my brother moved back home after a rather prolonged misunderstanding with his fiancé (during which time she for a ( Read more... ) -
The burning of the eye of heaven
I have a new laptop. so I can be updating more frequently.
Which is good!
I bought it yesterday and expected to spend the whole night on it. But the power cut and I couldn’t access the internet, and nothing I wanted was on the computer that I could do. It made me sad.
But today, after 20 hours with no power, I am spending the day on the computer. ( Read more... ) -
Rollercoaster of pleasure and pain
Life sorts itself out by itself. Life is a rollercoaster. Things come and go. Bad times mixed in with the good. Bittersweet memories are never lost, but life continues on whether you want it to or not. I am the dreamer and you are the dream. I thought I loved you, but it was just how you looked in the light. I want you out of my head. Get out and ( Read more... ) -
Things have changed for me, and thats ok
Things have changed for me. But that's ok.
The past year seems like a horrible nightmare from which I am only just awakening. To find my life in pieces spread across the world. I'm slowly picking them up and putting it back together. Like the chaos in my mind. Things are shaping up to be pretty odd. It seems I’m someone I’ve never met. I'm afraid I ( Read more... )