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[nocturnaltanz]

also, billy comes home really soon.
like, next weekend soon.

i can't wait.
i've missed him so much.

jensen will be happy.
i love it when jensen is happy.

aaah.
make next week come faster.

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[cat26cat]

I'M TRYING! BUT IT HURTS!

[alexandraraquel]

kindly, can you tell your anonymous friends to stop threatening me.

[nocturnaltanz]

oh i would darling, if i knew who they were.

also.

[alexandraraquel]

to make things clear, you don't need to call your "baby" whenever i'm around to make things clear. you are simply turning the evident into blatant. It only shows your weakness. why do you feel the need to express things that we both know are there. its dumb. it shows that my presence compells you to say things and feel things that you originally wouldnt. your love is not organic.
you get the love you think you deserve, and you are still willing to be with him after he lied to you. and you are oh so sneaky, you didnt tell him everything, only enough to scare him. let me tell you that was a bad idea, he thought you werent fully on to him. you can live with that every day.

and you will live with me every day, i am not going to avoid the coffe shop just because some girl works there, and what are you going to do? nothing. like always. you are all talk. so you can yapp your head off about this to everyone, becuase all people see you as is some little girl whose capacity fills at drawing robots on napkins.

live with yourself okay?

Re: also.

[nocturnaltanz]

wow. alex. i'm sorry.
i was calling him as i left the shop.. like i do everyday. it had nothing to do with you.. at all. i forgot my mug.. so i went back to get it.. simple. your presence does not compel me.

i do not expect, nor want you to avoid the coffee shop. you work across the street, you have friends there... no big deal. don't start shit with me and i won't start shit with you.

again dear, i don't hate you. i just think you make unnecessary drama. but it seems to float your boat, so whatever makes you happy. and further.. i almost, almost said something to you today. you looked really pretty.. honestly. no lie. and i wanted to tell you..

you really.. really have no idea what goes on between jensen and i. you can go assume whatever the hell you like.. and daydream about him not really loving me, and lying.. and cheating on me with you.. or whatever you please. just.. keep it to yourself. i don't need to hear about it.