I used my free Sunday to answer some mails and make a new wallpaper. I wanted to do a John/Dean-themed one, but... well ( Read more... )

A typical Saturday morning in my household ( Read more... )

CRAP ( Read more... )

I used to make motivators for Heroes- and I so don´t know why I quit doing it... today I found some really great SPN-themed ones over here (great site, by the way!), and... yeah. Thought I post some. 1&3 are mine (I admit to dirty thoughts), 2&4 are taken from the above mentioned site. Because we dare to be happy again, if only for one week. Or ( Read more... )

Dean,

I don´t think you feel too comfortable with celebrating your birthday, and maybe this day only poses the question how many (or rather few) more you will live to see. But I will celebrate the fact that you are here, that you never gave up. All that you experienced has broken your soul into pieces, and I have seldom seen a man as lonely as you ( Read more... )

Some things I buy because I need them, some I buy because I like them. This one combines both. And I know the poor customer next to me had absolutely no idea why I burst into laughter... oh, and it ended in my holding on tight to that thing and whispering reassuringly to it.


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O ME! O life!... of the questions of these recurring;

Of the endless trains of the faithless- of cities fill’d with the foolish;

Of myself forever reproaching myself, (for who more foolish than I, and who more faithless?)

Of eyes that vainly crave the light- of the objects mean-of the struggle ever renew’d;

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I guess that´s called procrastinating?! Having an impressive list of pretty important things to do like "answer your mails, for heaven´s sake!", "write your christmas cards, before it´s Easter!" and "catch up with your friends LJ´s, unless they think you forgot them!"... and so on. And it´s always like this- when the (self inflicted) pressure gets ( Read more... )

Vacation, yay! Until Christmas- just the way I LOVE it. It´s great to not have to be at work when the landscape turns into a white field of snow. I just returned from a visit at my friend in Eastern Germany. Boy, that was expensive!!! (Not the stay (for I stayed at their place :-)), not the food, not each single item I bought, but the MASSES of ( Read more... )

Sorry to all my flist and other readers- this week has been filled with real life, and I haven´t been around much. For those who actually care, please read here.
( work, music and an exhibition )