I´ve absolutely no time for this. So here´s a new Dean wallpaper.

[no_ones_sleep]

I guess that´s called procrastinating?! Having an impressive list of pretty important things to do like "answer your mails, for heaven´s sake!", "write your christmas cards, before it´s Easter!" and "catch up with your friends LJ´s, unless they think you forgot them!"... and so on. And it´s always like this- when the (self inflicted) pressure gets to much, I simply get out and shut myself down. I refuse myself. (That´s a German term, "sich selbst verweigern". I don´t believe it translates into English that way- ?!) And I really need to step aside and take a breath, so here I am on my beloved island again, staring out to a now frozen sea and being stubborn. Bear with me, please, it´ll get better, I know myself that much.

So here´s the output of my denial time. I´d be happy to know what you think? It started with this, of course.




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And then came that:




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Or is the switched one better?