must be nice, havin someone you can grow old with, until God calls you home...

[nluvwithchrist]

well, i am sittin here by myself....i just ate a hotdog...that was the highlight of my evening; post church.....which went well by the way...we shared about camp and SLU....everybody that shared did really very well....i was proud....well ya'll....i am just stuck in a rut...i mean, i'm not really; i just...i don't want to be blind...but i know i'm

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[singindiva0609]

God isnt the author of confusion Girly! I pray He will give you peace at mind...

Ahhh Brandy "Have you ever" ....Makes me feel old lol Love the song though!

[nluvwithchrist]

yeah, i always have a peace....that's one definite....thank you though.....i know, i'm like an old woman...i like all the old stuff...lol..

[singindiva0609]

Naw, not at all! The more old fashioned the better! lol

[beker14]

HEY KAYCI!!! its bekah! i didnt know u had an lj? thats awesome! ill definately be adding u! i SOOO cant wait till first priority this year! its gonna be so awesome i can just feel it! haha...well i hope ure having a good last few days before school starts:( bummer! anyways...hope everything is goin well! luv ya girly! :)

[nluvwithchrist]

well, i am addin you!!! and i gave audra your number, and next time some certain people break up, you know who's gettin it?? you got it...i will hook you up girl....we gotta start plannin for first priority...it'll be awesome, though, whatever we do because God is all in it.....

[beker14]

o gosh! now im scared he thinks im like stalkin him or something! haha..but thanks girl! did u get to meet him? hes a cutie! haha...but yea im SOO excited about this year...God is gonna do some awesome stuff. me and u and lauren need to get together and talk about all the stuff we wanna do this year!

[nluvwithchrist]

no, i didn't get to meet him, he was in tennessee stayin with family, i think...but i saw a picture, he is cute...so is chad....but umm....i'll talk to you wed. about some first priority stuff we gotta get goin....i love you!!

[lostinarainbow]

well tonight was interesting... i tried to call you 3 times but the first tom you were on the other line (prolly w/ scooter) then the other 2 times you ignored me... thanks

[nluvwithchrist]

hey, my phone is spazzin....i was on the phone with him the first time, but did you leave a voicemail cuz i listened and didn't hear anything...and i didn't get anymore calls...my phone's a freak...but he told me about what he said....you know how i feel about it...b/c i know that you love him so much, and you want to be with him so bad, and i want you to be happy b/c we're best friends...but it does kill me that he's not a christian...and so the only advice i can give to you is to talk to daniel about this...because its the only way you're gonna be assured about whatever you decide to do about it...scooter knows he gets to you more than anybody....obviously...and he's not tryin to be a jerk(well maybe tonight, he wanted to get to you a lot), but it just kills him when girls that he does care about, especially if he knows are Christian girls date guys that are non-christian...(i'm not just talkin for him, i promise; we've had this conversation)...and he hates to see a good christian girl settle for less than she deserves...(i'm not

[lostinarainbow]

i understand that he's only doing it because he cares... what i don't understand is, if he cares so much, then why does he act that way towards me? why does he make me feel like crap about it? i know how he feels about the situation so that's why i don't say anything about daniel in front of him... so if he cares about me as much as he claims to, then why can't he look past it? i'm so frustrated with the situation. do people honestly think i don't talk to daniel about it? i do all the time! but does anyone back me up on it? you do and that's about it... i want him to be a christian more than anything in this entire world because i want to be able to share every apect of my life with him... but it just takes time. how can he be expected to automatically jump into something that he knows nothing about? i just wish i knew that i have people's support in this situation... but at the moment i'm feeling pretty alone....

[nluvwithchrist]

i will always support you...