soooooooo i turned in 3 of my poems for a high school peotry contests at UC.  remember kids, April is poetry month!  sooooo, give me hug or something.  i dunno.
  carlye's dragging me to sadies.  i guess it has the potential of being fun.
  of course with dances comes dress shoppin.  i know sadies is an informal dance - will anyone be wearing a ( Read more... )

spine: 1
becky: 0

the bad news: i didn't get to halpin first. this megan crew girl is taking him to sadie's. oh well.
the good news: i actually, straight-up, myself asked the kid. and the whole being rejected thing didn't at all mess with my day. or my head.

god i'm awesome.

This is from the day i thought my eyes were pretty.  Meg, i know you wanna make me an icon.  This is the best (new) one of me i have so far, use it if you please.  and see if you can do something about thesoe  FUCKING toothpaste splatters.  heh.


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well, halpin never came to the cabaret ( Read more... )

  yah, so, it was another really good day.  i had a rehearsal for the cabaret, and carlye was playing for me.  i was singing and the people at the tables talking sort of, stopped to watch me.  it was unexpected, because all tonight was for was seeing how much time stuff took.  they totally weren't paying attention before then they did.  'twas ( Read more... )

  whoo

maybe it's the FORMATION OF BONES IN MY BACK  *turns around, rips apart shoulder blades, shows off shiny new spine* or maybe it's the fact carle got me signed stuff from the concert i couldn't go to, or maybe it's because i have a spine *displayes spine again* or maybe it's cuz i have a spine AND  a plan.
  i'm too optimistic to even worry ( Read more... )

...feeling so faithless...
...i've become so tired...

mother: you're wearing that skirt. now, do you remember those pictures from ren fest when you were wearing a skirt like that and you looked like you were pregnant?
  me: (?!) Um, no. but thanks.        ...i've become so numb...   
  mother: we didn't say that?
  me: no!
  mother: i'm just saying ( Read more... )

contest saturday. if anyone's ever heard "quia respexit" from bach's magnificat, listen to it again, except think of me. *grimmace* yeah.. only been with my voice instructor for a few months, my first contest in 3 years, aaaaaaaand she's got me going class a with mr. bach. lordy ( Read more... )

Another prime example
Of Snow White plucking the apple
Having all she's ever wanted
Til the poison floods her brain
Another great allusion
Of lust leading to confusion
'Cause isn't what it seems to be
Really what it means?

What of it now, my pretty?
Your face blue your dress all gritty
You're writhing on the ground because
You got just what you ( Read more... )

40 pounds of deck screws later,
and 1 15-foot wide perfectly circular scar on the stage
2 set rotations
3 acts
9 hours at my high school
15 seconds of staring straight into halpin's eyes
17 total fan grams
20 thank yous
who knows how much lumber dissassembled and stacked in the scene dock

and i'm left with a hole in my heart where the brent's ( Read more... )