damn its been life forever since i've updated in this bitch but... i'm bored so why not. last night me, shaun, sara, dustin, heather and michelle went mini golfing. it was pretty cool. i was like mad high the first like hour to hour and a half we were there, but what's new right? than we went to wendy's which was really good for me cause i was ( Read more... )

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i'm absolutely bored out of my mind right now so fuck it i'll just write in my journal. i've been talking to this really great guy that i met on the computer, his name is Sean. he lives in Pennsylvania. me and him were on the phone talking last night and me and him were having a discussion about smoking... it was the most incredible conversation i' ( Read more... )

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i really hate life right now... if michelle read this she would know why, after a little incident happend at yesterday. don't worry i'm not gonna kill myself over what happend... but i am thinking about cutting. i'm not just saying this for sympathy... i really am thinking about doing it. maybe it does relieve pain. maybe it doesn't. who knows, but ( Read more... )

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hey everyone i'm FINALLY ADDING A NEW ENTRY!!! being grounded is such a bitch. ok.... i'm having problems with this guy Joey that i like, i like him a lot but i don't think that he knows how much i do. i'm starting to think that he doesn't like me that much anymore but i'm not sure though. michelle told me that she's gonna ask him if he still likes ( Read more... )

its been a while since i've updated anything on my journal... cause i've been grounded lately. i still am grounded and i don't know for how long. i could possibly be grounded for the whole summer!! i hope not though. since i'm grounded i'm not really looking for a boyfriend at the moment... but just wait till i get off grounding than i'll be ( Read more... )