Throwing You Away (Chapter One)
Title: Throwing You Away
Author: Nimtsu12
Chapter: One
Genre: Romance, Drama
Pairing: Yoosu [Main], YunJae.
Rate: PG
Quote: “Sorry but I don’t know you…”
p/s: sorry 4 the grammar mistake. Feel free to ask me if there's anything you couldn't understand.
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It’s already 9 months Junsu gone for America, and for Yoochun all this 9 months he spent by being quite, even his mother thought that he actually going mute. Jaejoong couldn’t do anything but to take care of Yoochun’s health.
“Are you alright?” Jaejoong asked the lifeless man staring out the window. Jaejoong knew that incident was stilled a shocked for him but he couldn’t do anything.
“Yoochun-ah!” Jaejoong trying calling him again; Yet, there was no answer.
Yoochun was seating beside the window staring at the garden while his hand holding Junsu’s diary, the incident at the airport 9 month ago still on his mind, like it just happened yesterday.
[Flashback]
Yoochun ran to the airport next morning as his car was being used by his brother, Yoohwan. *Please Junsu don’t leave me…*
Without him knowing there were actually tears coming out from his eyes. He regretted saying that all this time, Junsu was crying because of Yunho instead of him. He truly regretted that he never knew that Junsu actually loved him. “Aish….”
“Yoochun!” he turned around and found Jaejoong in his car.
“Get in, we will get there in time” Jaejoong said while opening the door.
Yoochun rushed inside and put in the seat belt. The ride was silence; there was nothing to talk about right now. Suddenly, Jaejoong grabbed something from the back seat. Then he passed it to Yoochun.
First he frowned but then he looked inside it was Junsu’s diary. He got through all the pages but stopped at one particular page, Junsu wrote there ‘You Break It’
14 Oct 2009
i just found out that I’m falling for him.
Why he must say that all my tears were for Yunho hyung?
Doesn’t he know it was all for him?
Idiot Park Yoochun!!!!!!
Why you couldn’t understand me?
I love you…….
Junjjang <3 Chunnie
“Is that my nickname?” Yoochun muttered out while his eyes were on tears. He really an idiot, why at this time only he felt that all this while Junsu was the only one he love and like. Because of Jaejoong covered it all, now did he realized that his feeling towards Jaejoong was more like admire and never love.
“He called you Chunnie right?” Jaejoong said while handing him a tissue.
After the drive, now they’re at the Gimpo Airport. Yoochun was searching like a mad person. He ran there and here searching for Junsu. Jaejoong just followed hism from behind. “Yah! Kim Junsu!”
“Yah! Kim Junsu” Yoochun yelled as if Junsu would hear it.
“Don’t you ever leave me! Hear that! I LOVE YOU!!!!” he yelled then slid down to the clod tiles. Yoochun knew that the chances of him founding Junsu was little as the airport was always the hardest part to search for people.
“Passengers who are going to America please proceed to gate 3. The flight will be departing soon” after he heard the intercom speaking about the people going to America he rushed to gate 3.
Yoochun found Gate 1.
Yoochun found Gate 4.
Yoochun found Gate 7.
He patted for air when the gate numbers only getting bigger and he couldn’t fine gate 3. So he was truly frustrated. He take a deep breath and went down back.
Fate was not on his side. The place where he patted for air is where the Gate 3 was. Gate 3 was hidden a little bit.
“Let’s go back” Yoochun said to Jaejoong then get out from the airport.
He looked up and saw flight departing. He cried but he doesn’t want to show Jaejoong so he closed his eyes and hold it back.
[End Flashback]
“Junjjang!!!??” Yoochun turned his head where he heard Junsu’s nickname was being called. He know only Jaejoong called his little brother like that.
He ran to Jaejoong and shrugged asking why. Jaejoong talked with no sound, but Yoochun could understand by reading his lips. “It’s Junsu calling from America”
Yoochun nodded and looked away, deep inside of him there was hoping that Junsu would asked about him. He’ll be happy if Junsu wanted to talked to him. But hoping was a foolish thing to do.
“He’s fine!” Yoochun’s eyes widen and he even smile by the one conversation he heard from Jaejoong. *Junsu asked about me?*
“Don’t worry, I’ll always take care of Xiahki!” just one minute of hoping then it all crushed down. His smile faded. It was his dog more important than Yoochun.
*Xiahki more important than me? Alright, I wished I’ll be dog then human!* Yoochun hissed then go backed to where he seated just now.
The truth about Jaejoong and Junsu’s conversation….
“Hyung!” Junsu yelled from the other line.
“Junjjang!” Jaejoong yelled also as it was the first time Junsu called him from America.
“I wanted to say something; Yunho hyung missed you a LOT! I know that you are happy right now but he just blurted out that he missed the times when we go out together. Uhm…is he doing great!?” Junsu asked after the long talked.
“He’s fine!” Jaejoong muttered. Junsu on the other line heard Yoochun’s sighed. His eyes widen, he sure misses Yoochun’s a lot.
“Don’t say anything! Just answer this question. Did you bath Xiahki?” Junsu said cutting off the topic just now.
Junsu could hear that his brother was chuckling.
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3 Months After~~
Jaejoong invited Yoochun along to pick up Yunho and Junsu at the airport. First he declines it, but after some pleading he agreed.
They stood there waiting for the arrival from America. All people screaming when he saw the one that they miss the most. But as for Jaejoong and Yoochun they are still waiting.
“JUNJJANG!” Jaejoong scream and waved his hand.
Yoochun turned his head and saw a man holding a LV bag, dressed in black cloth, wearing boots and also black shade. He could tell it’s Junsu but different type of Junsu. In this 1 year he sure had changed. His style, hair, attitude and what Yoochun afraid of is that has Junsu’s heart changed as well?.
Yunho hugged Yoochun rather then disturbing Jaejoong and his brother. “How have you been?”
“Good….what about you?” Yoochun asked him back.
“Junsu is doing great!” Yunho smirked. He could saw that Yoochun frowned by the sudden reply.
“What ar-” his talked was cut off.
“I know Yoochun….you wanted to asked if Junsu was alright or not but instead you asked me! I’m stupid okay!” Yunho said then patting his friend shoulder.
Yoochun turned around and saw Junsu stilled talking to Jaejoong. He walked towards Junsu and suddenly grabbed his amrs. “What are you doing!?”
“I’m holding you and never let go!” Yoochun said all those nice words that he been planning to say.
“Who are you!?” Junsu asked and slapped away the hand.
Yoochun gasped at the question and at the way Junsu slapped his hand hard. He sure not the old weak Junsu anymore. “I’m Park Yoochun!”
“Yoooo…what?” Junsu said then walked passed Yoochun.
“I’M PARK YOOCHUN!” Yoochun raised his voice.
Junsu stood next to Yunho and held out his hand for a shake. But Yoochun never take that hand. “Nice meeting you Yoochun! I’m Xiah Junsu!”
“Xiah? How could you change your family name?” Yoochun talked then eyeing the contact Yunho and Junsu had.
“I never said I changed it! It was just adding it” he rolled his eyes and was annoyed with Yoochun’s yelling.
“Alright…I’m Xiah Kim Junsu! Happy?” this was unexpected from Junsu. The innocent Junsu he knew was long gone.
“Alright Junsu…” Yoochun talked was cut off when Junsu rolled his eyes.
“Don’t called me by that name. It sucks! Call me Xiah…” he insisted.
Yunho silently went beside the shocked Jaejoong and whispered into his ears. “Don’t worry…time would tell everything!”
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Hahahaha……Junsu came back from America with a new identity: Xiah Junsu. I know this chapter a little bit boring and short. But just hang in there as it will be more interesting in upcoming chapter. *wink*