Title: Microphone
Pairing: Soohyun/Kiseop
Genre: angst, fluff
Rating: pg
Warnings: boy kiss boy
Disclaimer: Just received Kiseop by airmail 8D DO NOT OWN D:<
Summary: Kiseop's upset and who's there to comfort him?
A/N: I was upset when I wrote this. Seriously, I almost cried. I will take the weekend off due to a visit from my sister and a hurting back. This is not the request fic for you
dhgal , since it was too angsty, but I needed to write this one to write YOUR FIC. So... you got a double fic... sort of. There will be an sequel to this, and that's the end of it. This story's also dedicated to
its_klutzilla because I love her and she's the most awesomest supporter ever. And as well to
swimmingcheese , your comments always makes me smile. Thank you <3 And I love you all who regularly comment on my fics.
Kiseop threw his bag on the floor and stomped to his shared room in the U-Kiss dorm. He'd never been so pissed in his life before. Well, the anger had been building up inside of him for months now, ever since he joined U-Kiss. It all started with the others discussing their different parts in each song they had been preforming. Kiseop feeling slightly left out. He didn't even got to sing. Well, maybe on some of the recorded songs, but other then that, nothing. Eli, Xander and Dongho had a lot more parts in their songs than him. He was still the newbie, but that pissed him off. He didn't even need to do voice warm-ups anymore before shows. It was so useless. He finally got to live his dream and he never got the chance to be in the spotlight. He hated it. God he hated it!Even the fans hated him.
He breathed out, as he threw of his jacket on the floor of the room. He had to calm down or he was going to start crying and he didn't want his band members to see him like this.
“Look, I'm just going to change into something more comfortable before we start cooking...”
Kiseop wanted to hide when he heard Soohyun's voice outside the door. Just great... he thought when his hyung came into the room.
“Oh. I'm just going to change...”
Kiseop was surprised when Soohyun didn't see he was really upset. But he just kept quiet. Like his hyung would ever acknowledge the fact that he was upset, he would never. Soohyun didn't even care about him, he cared hell a lot more for the maknae. I don't want Soohyun to comfort me anyway, he thought for himself. Hell no. Why would he want that? Why would he want his amazingly hot and sexy hyung to comfort him? Why would he want any of his stupid band members to make him feel better? OK, he knew he was unfair, but he didn't care. Soohyun just changed and left the room. Kiseop sighed and stared at his bed on the floor. He gave up the real bed for his hyung and practically slept on the hard floor He was tired of being nice to everyone. He was tired of being thoughtful. He was so damn tired to just be the ulzzang. He wanted more. He wanted to be called a singer like Kevin or Soohyun. He wanted to be called a dancer. He wanted to have his feeling acknowledged.
He had thought of leaving, but if he did his mother would be upset. He'd fought so long for this dream. He couldn't make her disappointed now.
He sighed and laid down on Soohyun's bed. He wanted to cry when he had the comforting smell of his hyung around him. He sighed again. He was so frustrated.
“Where's Kiseop-ah?” Xander asked as Soohyun came into the kitchen, wearing the comfortable clothes he was talking about before.
“He's resting, just leave the guy alone.”
“Resting? Are you sure Soohyun? He looked really upset when he got home, there's gotta be something bothering him...” Kevin just murmured. He was always observant when it came to his friends feelings, while he was totally oblivious himself.
“Upset? He didn't look upset...”
“What are you? An airhead, he was really upset. Just go talk to him.”
“Why should I?”
“Because you share room? And because you're practically his boyfriend...”
“He's not my boyfriend”
“Just go talk to him!”
“He's not my boyfriend.” Soohyun just said and left the room again to go talk to Kiseop.
“I bet that they'll kiss.”
“Enough with the bet's already Dongho. I find this behavior in this group really disturbing.”
“We already made our bets now Xander-hyung, are you in or not?” Kibum asked as they out the money in the pot in their usual “bet-jar”.
“Oh no... Kevin, even you?”
“So what? It's exciting...”
“Why is this my life?”
“Kiseop-ah?”
Kiseop ignored Soohyun as he entered the room for the second time. He just wanted to be alone. Why couldn't he leave him alone?
“What do you want?” Kiseop just moaned into Soohyun's pillow.
“Well... you seem to be very upset right now... I just wanted to know what's up?” Soohyun said, his calm voice was like a drug to Kiseop. It immediately got him to relax as his tears started falling. The power vocalist of the group always had this sort of weird effect on him. He wanted to be closer to his hyung and therefore spent a lot of time around him, jealous of his voice. Soohyun was such a wonderful singer while Kiseop didn't have “that” in his voice to make the fangirls shiver in delight. It was so unfair. But he still liked Soohyun's voice. It made his heart beat in a fast unsteady beat whenever he spoke or sang. But it also made him weak when he was this upset. Soohyun's voice caused him to cry when he was this huge mess of frustrated and sad emotions.
“Kiseop-ah?! Why are you crying?” Soohyun asked, his voice panicked as Kiseop started shaking when he was holding back his sobs. And Kiseop who promised himself to never cry in front of the other members of U-Kiss, especially not Soohyun.
Kiseop thought that Soohyun would leave when he realized he was crying but he didn't, why couldn't his hyung just LEAVE HIM ALONE, for god's sake.
“Kiseop...” Soohyun just said and dropped down on the bed beside him and put an arm around his waist. He pulled the younger man to his chest and then kissed his forehead.
“Stop crying. I know it's hard for you, not having so much parts in the performances. I know you're frustrated about it too. But just let it take time, don't stress these things. Love is something that grows throughout time, you can't achieve a goal if you don't fight for it. You got this far already, there's no reason to cry.” Soohyun said as he kissed away the traces of tears off Kiseop's face. Kiseop himself was too stunned by his hyung's beauty that he couldn't take his eyes off him. He stared at him, wide eyed. He didn't know that Soohyun actually payed attention to him. He just voiced out everything, all his frustration and anger, all his sadness, he'd known exactly what was up. He sighed. He felt a lot better now. He buried his face into Soohyun's chest and sighed, relieved. But there was still the issue of his raging hormones deciding that Soohyun was the love of his life. He hated puberty.
“Kiseop-ah...”
Kiseop looked up at his hyung and then Soohyun made this thing that stopped time. He kissed him. Kiseop felt like he was floating in the air, like he was flying. Soohyun's lips was so soft. When the kiss ended Kiseop stared at his hyung in confusion.
“Do you feel better now?” Soohyun said, smiling at him. Kiseop just nodded and snuggled closer to the singer. He felt a lot better now. He didn't care about what parts he had in their songs. He didn't care about his non-existing fans. He didn't care about not being in the spotlight. As long as he could stay around Soohyun.
WINNER OF U-KISS BET # 254:
Dongho & Eli
The money will be split up according to the rules.
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READ PLEASE:
Anyone noticed my slight abuse of Kiseop's name in this story?
Any one noticed my (NOT SO OBVIOUS) Kiseop bias.
Anyone noticed the reference to The Bet... haha. XD That fic is growing on me too much.
This story is started as the beginning of the FLUFF-SERIES. WOHOO *clap clap clap* The Fluff-Series will be a couple of oneshots that won't be connected to each other, exept for this one Microphone and the next one coming up which I don't have a name for yet.
Well enough with my ranting, I gotta go to work.
I'm going on half hiatus from Thursday-Sunday. Then I'll be back! YEY.
Comments are loved <3