I think..

[nijiiro6]

I think I hate myself.. I feel like I am leaving behind a very important part of my life.

Arashi used to be my everything, from the moment I had watched Hana Yori Dango I had been hooked.

I was into them fully for about 3 years. Watching their dramas, listening to their music.. That was part of my daily routine.

Wake up- Listen to Arashi, look up news

Comments

[dekkawai]

Hey..that's okay :)
Whether you still listening Arashi or not,whether you still update about them or not, you don't have to hate yourself :)
Arashi or Shinee, if they become important part or your life or if sometime then you decide to leave Arashi fandom, that didn't matter. Just enjoy your life,because that's the point about your love to Arashi and Shinee, doesn't it? You enjoy them because they make you enjoy your life :D

[mariam_5490]

i agree. i think we change. sometimes we need people like arashi in our lives more. the amazing thing is that they'll be there when you need them again.

[a_k_k_h_n]

It's okay to change preferences, at least you still listen to them.
I'm like you, I haven't listened to them as much as usual but that's because schooling got in the way.
They've got a couple of new releases this year, your eyes and face down. They're quite good.