i need a nap. if i didn't have so much stuff to do, i would've stayed home at lunch. sunday night my carpet was still wet, so i slept on an air mattress on the living room floor, the same room where my little bro sleeps, and he gives new meaning to the term sawing logs...no real sleep. last night i was freezing to death *thats creeping me out*, ( Read more... )

i'm usually fine before surgery, until i get into pre-op and my body remembers how great i feel when i wake up...but not this time. i'm feeling sick and icky already. nerves and jitters suck. plus, i have this sinking feeling i'm coming down with a cold. i've been freezing to death at night and i'm begining to have a sore throat, which will ( Read more... )

i promise i'll have something intelligent to say in a few weeks, when i'm no longer a zombie...until then, please just deal with my incoherant ramblings. my friends mommy just had a heart attack at 65. my dad's gonna be 60 in a month, and while he keeps saying he's not old, and he doesn't look old or act old, he is getting old, and it's freaking ( Read more... )

been outa work for more than a week hopped up on morphine and feeling like a, well, like nothing actually. morphine doesn't actually take away my pain, it numbs me to the point that i don't care i'm hurting. the pain issue caused me to miss both of my finals, only one of which i can make up, so instead of needing four classes to get out i've now ( Read more... )