Fridays kill me.  Or they do right now.  I sit at my crappy apartment, drinking booze, feeling lonely.  At one time I partied, or sat with a close friend and watched whatever NetFlix came to us.  I still get netflix, and while I do get enjoyment, its not the same.  I'm not a person that enjoys big pagentry, and even alcohol doesn't hold much for me ( Read more... )

Well I have been hoping to go back to Buffalo this weekend.  Not to stay with my parents, but I'm starting to see this as a bad idea.  I was starting to feel better, and then I was shot down again.  Oh well thats what I get for somewhat snooping on the interweb.

Fuck

So this weekend, beyond my usual amount of homework I had, a genetics lab (and you all know how much I love those), a history paper (that counts as an exam), a Naturalist Presentation and studying to do for a genetics exam on Tuesday. So I've sort have studied for genetics but have much more to do.  I wrote and handed in my genetics lab.  Wrote an ( Read more... )

Weekends make me lonely.  In stead of going out and doing things with small groups of friends, I sit at home and do homework.  I may get ahead on my work...but I'm lonely.

I know I can be a strain on the nerves.  I was really just trying to poke light-hearted fun.  I guess I was wrong ( Read more... )

    At school again.  The crazy, stressing, busy life that I hold here.  Not only am I taking a heavier than usual course load, but I'm working 8 hours a week at a snack bar, working as a (sorta) TA for chemistry and picking up some tutoring.  As if I needed more things to do ( Read more... )

I feel like the death.

And that would be due to blacklighting until 2 to see if we attracted any cool moths.  And those 6 hours of work?  A few hooktips, bunch of midges, bunch of caddisflies, and a couple geometrids.  I are tired.  And this wasn't worth it.

But I'l be home soon.

I am so glad I am here.  Again I am learning so much in so little time.  We have gone through 39 plants, common name, latin name and usages.  We tried teas and herbs and ate as we went through the woods.  Friday we went cattail gathering ( Read more... )

So someone gave me flowers.  Roses in fact, and I went girly and melty and had to bite my tounge in order to not pounce...The whole flowers thing is new for me, I suppose it may be the way that someone get's into a girls pants, but I perfer to think it was in fact a random gesture.  I do perfer to think of things as the better but no half glass ( Read more... )

Male: She is fiery isn't she?
Me: Firery yes.  But I am fire, makes thing interesting.
Male: Fire?

Some things can never be explained....