About Time For AnUpdate

[nightcookie]

Well it's been at least two months since I've updated this journal, which is for me, so I guess I'll get some shit out, because I can. After I left off, I needed some drugs, oh yeah! Well I remembered someone who used to hook me up when I was around 16 yrs old. We had a deal, as long as I let him drive my car, he's like 1 to 2 yrs younger than me,

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[anonymous]

i dont think i have ever read such shit in my life. i cannot stand people that do drugs how desperate r u just sort yourself out and get on with it do u really want to lve your life like this. eveyone has problems some more than others but there are ways in which to get help go to the doctors and ask for free counselling i did and it really helped. i wonder how old u are cos u sound very immature and one day u will look back and realise theres more to life than self pity

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[anonymous]

Maybe you can't stand people that do drugs, but that's life. It's all a learning experience.. the shit you go through makes you who you are.. i think that it makes you stronger if you don't let it get the best of you.

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[nightcookie]

Ouch, I think you hurt my poor little feelings. Thanks for being understanding, observing my way of life, and asking questions before you criticised me. Now um.., lets see, go to hell. Thanks...

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[anonymous]

I'm sorry you are hurting. I wish I could come over there right now and give you a big old hug and tell you someone does care. I don't even know you, and I care.

I feel sad that you are sad. I wish I could say or do something to make you feel better. I am not going to lecture you on God (even tho I think He is the only real answer to anything...) but just let you know there is someone praying for you and your happiness.

I think you are smarter than we know and that you will probably decide to do something special with your life. You sound like you would make a good friend to people, so maybe you could use your experience and become a counselor?

God bless you and watch over you.

[anonymous]

look, i think its fucked up that ure doing drugs & thinking of ure nxt fix coke is nt fun trust me one day ure gonna have a bad trip and the likelyhood iz dat ure gonna hurt ureself in da process remember some scars neva fade! be strong if ure gettin other ppl mixed up wiv this shit dat iz jst sick its ruinin there lives as well as ures i think u need professional help!!!!

[sweet_insanity1]

you dont know me but i stumbled upon your sight and just wanted to say dont let people get to you. everybody needs to have thier time to shine, when your ready to come back youll know it. ive been there, done all that that youve done, and with people telling me not to do it just made me rebel and do it more, lol. just be carefull girl, take care of yourself.

dont lission

[anonymous]

hey dont lission to any of the bull shit anyone is telling you. live your life the way you wana. its your life and your not hurting anyone but your self. (RIGHT)

He is your re-fill!

[anonymous]

The Lord is the best drug to could ever experience, and He lasts forever! He loves you and is waiting for you to come to Him! Ask Him into your heart and you will never be the same~

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[anonymous]

It will hurt you and shock you greatly at first, but try your best to stop and be in the moment. If you really want to stop this drug taking. It is pain we all try to run from in various different ways. When we are younger often the ways we do this will be very self-destructive because we see ourselves as invinsible.
Trust yourself, trust in your strength.
I know that this is not really what you want.
You want to cry, you want to scream. You want answers.
Running only gets you further from the truth.
Love and Peace.