What's Wrong With Me?!

[night_riot]

Everything and everyone has been clouding my mind. To the point that JE can't help me to ignore my problems. Listening to JE, watching JE videos has usually been my outlet to forgetting my problems but WHY DOESN'T IT WORK NOW?!

My heart feels clenched;
The guilty feelings prickly at the edges;
The insecureness overflowing;
The tears pouring down my

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[keeconk]

i do psychology and ur aunt is right.. u have to do this urself.. because the most important therapy is to make you urself solving it..

probably.. just maybe.. try to ask more positive questions to urself.. maybe every evening.. u can try sit on ur desk and ask urself, "what are the good things that happened to me today?" and u can try listing them down. simple stuff will do.. such as.. "i had lasagna for lunch and it was delicious."

it's just like trying to improve urself esteem so u can actually stand proudly and prove your inner self that she's wrong.. and hopefully u would have the answer on how to fight ur inner self.. u shall not push her away, u should fight them.. :)

but then again.. you have to remember that you are the only one that can solve it.. and it's good that u write it down.. :) people feel better simply by sharing..

[night_riot]

I understand ^_^ Taking your advice, I went and bought a decorative notebook for me to pen down my thoughts and the good things that happen ^_^

I'm going to try to buy my non-existent self-esteem up a little by little to fight her away

I'm happy that you commented. I seriously wasn't expecting anyone to comment to my post >.< And you gave your input. Thank you so much. I'm actually glad I wrote it down and you're right, I do feel better by sharing and I feel even better to know that wonderful people like you comment on it ^_^

Once again, thank you so much!
~Leah

[kittykat_poison]

hey(:
mira here.
c'mon leah! everyone has voices...some are just louder than others..
-.- their annoying huh?
soo..YOU CAN DO IT!
and yeah... >.< LMAO its okay..everyone has their bad days.so you're not pyscho to us ^^

[night_riot]

Hey, thanks for commenting too! Like I said, I really didn't expect people to comment on it and to know that you took the time to comment really makes me happy ^_^

Also, thank you for not freaking out about this whole voice in my head thing >.< and not thinking that I'm psycho

Cheers, babe!
~Leah

[anonymous]

a past argument brought this on? what happened? what exactly did this person say to you that affected you so badly?

-concerned reader