i think christmas is the worst time to angst cuz a person drunk in their warmth cannot understand or want to understand that it's snowing outside or it's snowing in people's hearts. If you are warm why would you want to be cold again? But i have to say when I read your entries I got a little cold, just a little...
will we still hang out tommorow T_T;; please don't do the drasic thing like plunging yourself into the steam until you saved enough to buy a fake arm.
Who woudln't be jealous of your monitor screen i gotta say all monitor screens are pretty bitching considering i don't even have one..yet..
> yeah..... i know......... most emo time to angst ever *such bad self control*
i think you are right...... when i am cold, i don't really want to hear about other peoples' coldness. but when i am warm, i want to do so even less and it hurts me more when they do. >_<
i don't know,, i told my mom and she was like "why don't you go bowling" (wtf? last time i went bowling, it was a really bad experience.... while it was fun in the end, i really didn't want to go, and they made me because it was free 2-for-1 from their friend. it was really embarrassing to drag me in + give me my ticket + try to get the bowling balls.....)
lol xD you are always knowing what the right thing is to say xD
>__< people should be fucking not jealous of my monitor screen!!! they should be jealous of themselves, for being competent, adult people who are able to earn their own gifts and make their own living... ;_;_; *angstangstangst*
being at home basically sucks. ull feel better once you move out to uni, if you do. having parents out of your life makes all the difference, trust me ~
Well I sorta kinda know how you feel, although I don't know any of my family members who live in China (mom's side), and the dad's side of the family all live in CA, and yeah... I guess it is more fun when you visit them during a nice holiday... Although Xmas has been really burnt out as of late; kinda feel like it's all gone into nothing. When I asked my mom about it, she said that it's been a very depressing year since of all the current events (hurricaine, tsunami, etc.), and people just... randomly dying. She said that a couple of her co-workers just - died. It was weird, I guess.
Well, I've had urges to stick my hand in the oven when I open it to put something in >_> and just pouring boiling water of my feet or something. So you're not alone in that department >_>;; I guess we just want to know if we're alive in some sort of way, maybe? I don't really know..
Sorry for rambeling utter nonesense in your journal - but one thing for sure: don't die :'(
;____; kmas shopping is stressful, i support that... and those people are hypocrites- *kills them D: i always think staying home is fun...(because i usually have nowhere else to go =__=;;;;)
my parents play piano and sing off-tune to the max. and they confiscated my cd player and all other sources of music so i can't tune them out aaaahh;
an impulse to burn parts of your body is normal?! :3 *stares at cracking skin on back of hand* (i am so gross)
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cuz a person drunk in their warmth cannot understand or want to understand that it's snowing outside or it's snowing in people's hearts. If you are warm why would you want to be cold again? But i have to say when I read your entries I got a little cold, just a little...
will we still hang out tommorow T_T;;
please don't do the drasic thing like plunging yourself into the steam until you saved enough to buy a fake arm.
Who woudln't be jealous of your monitor screen
i gotta say all monitor screens are pretty bitching considering i don't even have one..yet..
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i think you are right...... when i am cold, i don't really want to hear about other peoples' coldness. but when i am warm, i want to do so even less and it hurts me more when they do. >_<
i don't know,, i told my mom and she was like "why don't you go bowling" (wtf? last time i went bowling, it was a really bad experience.... while it was fun in the end, i really didn't want to go, and they made me because it was free 2-for-1 from their friend. it was really embarrassing to drag me in + give me my ticket + try to get the bowling balls.....)
lol xD you are always knowing what the right thing is to say xD
>__< people should be fucking not jealous of my monitor screen!!! they should be jealous of themselves, for being competent, adult people who are able to earn their own gifts and make their own living... ;_;_; *angstangstangst*
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Well, I've had urges to stick my hand in the oven when I open it to put something in >_> and just pouring boiling water of my feet or something. So you're not alone in that department >_>;; I guess we just want to know if we're alive in some sort of way, maybe? I don't really know..
Sorry for rambeling utter nonesense in your journal - but one thing for sure: don't die :'(
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i always think staying home is fun...(because i usually have nowhere else to go =__=;;;;)
my parents play piano and sing off-tune to the max. and they confiscated my cd player and all other sources of music so i can't tune them out aaaahh;
an impulse to burn parts of your body is normal?!
:3 *stares at cracking skin on back of hand* (i am so gross)
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