A trip... Sounds nice. That's what I need the most right now.
I just want normal problems that normal teenagers have.
Don't want to deal with death and war and hate.
I just want to be... The way I want to be.   

It's day two,
of month three,
of year twenty.
There is a widespread of apathy throughout my life.

It's day two,
of month three,
of the year twenty.
On this day,
the lack of feelings run through my veins.
A feeling so common,
I don't seem to be running away.
I'm not so good with words,
and most people around me don't
"know what I mean"
All the places that I ( Read more... )

I don't try anymore, 'cause only booze improves with age.
I don't fight anymore, but sometimes my fists clench up in rage. 
And I don't cry anymore, but sometimes my skies get cloudy. 
And sometimes those clouds rain down upon a dream,
but I don't mind anymore 'cause now my mind is wasted on a dream.
Take a walk upside yourself.
Get to know the person ( Read more... )

I'm sick of missing
and wondering why I am not missed... Mutually.
My dad just told me he can't live like this anymore.
I want him to kill himself...
[Ouch.]

Remember to remember me.
Standing still in your past.

Is this what you two do?
Seat at Quiznos?
No it is just that....
When you ask me how I am
and what I've been doing,
I'll just say,
I've been laughing ( Read more... )

How stupid and naïve was I to believe you, to believe all this. 
Every word that you said was a lie. 
But don't worry, I'll get over you in a second and forget about it all tomorrow like I always do.   

Cigarettes and Wine… My obsession.

I'm a little drunk and I like it.

Lately, I've been feeling way down.

Someone tell me, where did it go?
Darling, I'm damned if I know.
I've seen that look in your eyes. We never gave it a chance.
I could've seen in advance, you saw it all in a glance.

Faith gone from your eyes, each word it flies,
taking you further ( Read more... )

Maybe I ought to mention, it was never my intention to harm you or your kin.
Are you so scared to look within?
We may race and we may run but we'll not undo what has been done
or change the moment when it's gone.
I know it would be outrageous to come on all courageous and offer you my hand
to pull you up on to dry land, when all I got is sinking sand.
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So whose to worry if our hearts get torn, when that hurt gets thrown.
Don't you know this life goes on.
And won't you kiss me, on that midnight street.
Sweep me off my feet, singing ain't this life so sweet.

Shame on you if you fooled me once, shame on me if you fooled me twice.
 

I didn't lie to you, even though I thought about it.

I know you don't deserve this.
I feel like I failed you by not doing what you wanted me to do.

I couldn't. You know I couldn't.

Despite all that happened between us I still love you,
you know that.

No one will ever give me what you gave me.
You were more than a friend, you were my family. You ( Read more... )

I'm getting tired of this. Just say what you really feel… 
I'm tired of waiting for you to decide what you want.

Days seem to pass, crowds move too fast.
About an hour ago, we hit a tree. We bruised your knee. 
Keep on saying you love me.