So I got the job at Pac-Sun. I'm excited and I can't wait until I start working. Yea I know that I'm a dork but whatever. I'll be getting money soon! And then I can pay Jenn back instead of buying her an epic horse. I'm sure that soon enough my excitement will die and I'll say something like "I hate doing this shit." but until then bring on ( Read more... )

Ok so one thing you NEVER EVER EVER do is play my Final Fantasy file. WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU PAUL!? You wasted all my goddamn money on materia and you played for four goddamn hours and got absolutely NO WHERE! VERY VERY OFFENDED ( Read more... )

This weekend was pretty cool. On Saturday I went to two parties. One at Joel's and another at Jon's. I was drunk, pretty drunk. I drove home drunk at four fifteen in the morning. It was funny. Random quote of the night award goes to Mary Rose. Paul says "So what's her boyfriend look like?", Mary responds with "GAY!" Hahahaha it was great ( Read more... )

So last night I think was kinda fun. Not that many people came to the party but it was kinda cool. We just sat around and talked. I got to see Mary Rose, I love and miss seeing and talking to her. My interview for Pac-Sun went well yesterday. I REALLY hope that I get the job and if I do it's gonna be soooo cool because I'll finally have ( Read more... )

"But the waters shallow here, and I am full of fear, and empty handed after two long years...But they don't know that what you love is ripped away before you get a chance to feel it ( Read more... )

Well yesterday turned out to be a pretty cool day. It started off with me filling out job applications that I brought home and ended with me staying in someone else's apartment. Don't worry guys I didn't whore myself out ( Read more... )

The apartment is feeling more and more like home which is great. I talked to my mom last night and more drama has ensued with my little sister's father and all of his fucked up relationships. She called my mom crying one night after her father and her stepmother got into an arguement. I told her that if this happens one more time I will call ( Read more... )

For some reason my stomach is in knots and I just have this bad feeling about everything. It's sort of like one those feelings where everything that could go wrong can. Hopefully it won't but everytime I feel like this all hell breaks loose. It's horrible. Well I finally moved into the apartment and I'm sort of settled, but I just have this ( Read more... )

Honestly...I have things to say, but I'm holding my tongue...

My stomach has been hurting on and off since yesterday, I don't know why; it's random ( Read more... )