Comments | nicefinalbeam: me, january 2013

nicefinalbeam

me, january 2013

Jan 27, 2013 15:16

Briefly, I just want to say - I don't know. I don't know how often I'll be updating my journal(s). I don't know if I'll ever get my writing mojo back. I don't know what 2013 will mean for me in my personal life or in fandom. I have absolutely no clue whatsoever.

But I do know a few things 100% for certain:

01. I love you! All of you. When the ( Read more... )

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littlealex January 28 2013, 05:12:03 UTC

your days sound fantastic. as do your dreams! also, your tumblr is amazeballs i am currently liking and reblogging everything you post oops. i am midnight-madrigals on tumblr but i feel like i need a username change...

nicefinalbeam January 28 2013, 16:27:04 UTC

OMG people post SO MUCH on tumblr, that's the only thing confusing me. WHAT IF I MISS STUFF? I can't reblog things if they disappear into the mist! Not that I've reblogged yet, but I'm planning on it!

I worry about not appreciating the creative content of my friends XD

That being said, thank you! ♥ And if you change your username, just come back here and let me know who you are :D

littlealex January 29 2013, 06:07:20 UTC

Yeah, people DO post a lot on Tumblr. It's a bit of a time suck, to say the least. But I'm sure people won't mind if you miss a couple posts. OR, I have taken to removing some people from my list. Well, by "people" I mean "accounts" because some "thing-a-day" type accounts post way too often....

nicefinalbeam February 1 2013, 01:45:54 UTC

Hahaha, yeah. I have tried to post less than 5 times a day including reblogs. Anything over that amount seemed like spamming. But I come from a world (LJ) where once a week is more common practice. XD Difficult habit to break!

calerine January 29 2013, 03:09:31 UTC

hiiya bb, i miss you toooooooo. it's been so longgggggg. i'm super glad that you're happy because you deserve it. <33

nicefinalbeam February 1 2013, 01:47:14 UTC

Youuuu. ♥ I feel like I never see you! You deserve happiness too. :D You are 10 kinds of awesome!

calerine February 1 2013, 06:50:17 UTC

Sorryyyyy, was away for 6 weeks to the sunny little island of Singapore. I'll try to be around more :D <3333 You are gr10!!

phrenk January 29 2013, 05:55:56 UTC

I've spent 10 years on this platform come March, and though I can sense things are changing? I'm not leaving here entirely, because I think there are things that can still be expressed here and I need this space.

I feel much the same! Sometimes it feels like on lj I am posting into a void, nowadays, but I still want to stay here and post here and have friends here and have this be my home base. I like tumblr well enough (well, the site itself is a mess but that's different), but I'm so spoiler-phobic and fandom-downer-avoiding that it's hard for me to follow people, even my closest friends. And I don't use twitter at all, and I follow dw but don't post there--ANYWAY I want to stay on lj and I want to post more and I want to feel like I'm not posting into a void and I want to read my friends' posts here, too!

Your life is sounding very nice, which makes me happy for you. ♥

nicefinalbeam February 1 2013, 01:53:54 UTC

I totally get what you mean. The only reason I could go on tumblr today was because I had a longer than usual lunch break and watched the shows a bit first. Otherwise I know I would have gotten Himitsu and VS Arashi replayed at me in .gifs before I could even see them. There's not the same sense of "wait a minute" or "spoiler-cut" like there is here. I do think it's unfortunate. D:

I want you to know, I do read posts here. I am paying attention to any and all updates! I've just been terrible at commenting for a long time now. I will try and improve. ♥

Thanks! :D

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nicefinalbeam February 1 2013, 02:05:06 UTC

It might have been a happy ending! We will never know. Haha. <3

I'm glad you're following me on tumblr! :D Hooray \o/ I think, ultimately, you have to do what feels right to you. *hug*

yuui1010 January 30 2013, 22:13:40 UTC

Wow.....you could remember that much....I never could remember any of my dream, and esp not in those detailed detail.....

Just rebloging stuffs, not really posting anything, tumblr has its own magical moments that I like to see ^^ (for example plenty of good Arashi merchandise for the eyes n the soul too hehehehe

Sometimes I do regret, thinking could be like this, should do it like this, had to put more into it...............but, in the end of the day, I always will think, that is all from me, myself. Everyone can say or advice or telling us things, still it's me who take the decision. Bad or good. Wrong or right. Stressful n stressful. Regret. No progress. Stuck. Failure.
It's all from me n it's all of me.

nicefinalbeam February 1 2013, 02:08:02 UTC

I don't always remember my dreams so vividly. That was a pretty epic one though, so I guess it seemed important enough to cling to! Lol.

Definitely agree with you! It's all about who you are. ♥ And lol tumblr has been fun so far, so I'm happy I decided to put some time and effort in over there. :D