It's Raining in Shenzhen
Title: It's Raining in Shenzhen
Characters: Yesung, Siwon, ninja!Suju members
Pairing: YeWon
Genre: Angst, romance
Rating: PG-15
Summary: It's raining in Shenzhen. He remembers him as he looks outside the window.
Disclaimer: I only own the story and the plot.
Note: A late birthday gift for my eomm evilmind28
It is raining really hard in Shenzhen.
A huge, dark cloud is covering the usually beautiful bright sky of this town. The air is quite humid, not really comfortable for any activity because despite the cold you can still feel the unecessary dryness on your throat, begging for water. Some cold sweat will formed, damped your clothes only by walking around the house.
I'm so thankful that the filming was suspended today. Supposed to do some outdoor scene but I think the sky is not approving. Grinning, an imagine of a woman creeps into my mind. Ah, she must be really upset, I chuckle. One of my Chinese co-star had really anticipate this filming day, because I will do a kiss scene with her. Hmm… I wonder if the sky doesn't want that scene to happen!
I look outside the apartement window to the rain. Nothing but the heavily grey sky and huge droplets of water falling with some extensive amount of power.
It's so not a friendly rain, will only hurt your body within a few minutes by the pressure of the droplets…
But once again, I take a little look to the sky. The huge cloud is surely remind me of someone.
What is he currently doing? I wanna call him but I'm afraid I might be disturbing any of his activities. People like us never have a rest in the afternoon like this.
I grab my phone, hesitating to call him. Alright, a simple text will do.
But before I open my messaging, my attention shifted to the wheather forecast application on my phone. I just wanna know what kind of wheather is currently Seoul in, him in. I don't know why, I think I just curious. Or I just wanna imagine him better.
Oh, Seoul is also raining hard at the moment. I'm smiling brightly.
He doesn’t like rain. Even though his name is totally a literal meaning of 'a cloudy sky', he hates the rain with all his might. He always wants to see a bright sunlight, or otherwise, some snow. He is a quite some one living his life like a paradox. He loves extreme things and hates everything medium. Everything usual is so not him.
But he liked it or not, he himself is a prodigy of the rain God. His face is always remind me of the rain, with a heart-shaped face structure and pointy chin. Totally a reversed version of a water droplet.
I put my phone on the table, instead of texting him I suddenly want to see a carricature of him I keep in my wallet. The text can wait anyway, but I haven't see that silly carricature for quite a moment. Well, not since yesterday.
Giggling, I draw the picture out of between my credit cards. I need to hide his picture of course, not to spark some unecessary attentions. Also, hiding this from him is quite a fun game!
Watching the old drawing happily, I can only see him in this unfolded paper. He, in this paper is a petite man with a huge head shaped like the reversed water droplet, his thick brows frowning, because it's raining and he's currently making himself damped. He totally hated me because I'm the one drew this picture and teased him all the time, with the help of our other playful members.
Laying that picture there over the table, I feel like replaying our intimate moment with this picture will be nice
"Aargh it's raining…" I heard his growl from inside my room.
"Why you're so upset Hyung?" I heard Eunhyuk asked, shifting his attention from a cartoon he currently watched on TV.
"I have a plan with Ddangkkoma to take him out to the park today! I always busy in the noon and today is my only free noon for the next two weeks… Kkoma will be upset if I cancel our outing like this…"
I don't know whether he was making it up or not, but it successfully made all the people inside the dorm bursted out with laughter.
"How will he shows you that he's mad?" Leeteuk hyung asked.
"He won't face me for three days, even if I beg him with his favourite food. He will always only stared at the window, avoiding me as if he's deaf with me calling him," he answered sadly, completely unaware of the members' reaction of mockery.
It's fun to tease him right? I also can't help it, and still with my sleepy eyes, I went out to the living room.
I saw his face, and there's a slight shade of sadness painted on it. In his hand there was his tortoise Ddangkkoma, that time he's still as small as hyung's opened palm.. Which is actually really small.
"Hyung, don't you see Kkoma is already mad now," I said, drawing everybody's attention.
Eunhyuk totally gave me a wink, as Yesung hyung's jaw dropped and he suddenly lift his hand with the tortoise up to his eyes, facing it and scrutinized it's face.
"Ah you're right Siwonnie, he's starting to sulk," his voice was getting sadder and everybody present were holding our urge to laugh. We only hold it because of his suddenly gloomy aura.
So cute.
He entered his shared bedroom with Ryeowook and closed the door.
Don't you wanna know what was he doing with the 'sulking tortoise' on his hand?
Me too.
So I proceeded to his room, didn't care about knocking the door. I opened the door, peeking to the room and saw him placed the animal on his bed, he himself folded his knees on the floor beside the bed and was currently forcing the poor tortoise to look straightly into his eyes by lifting it's tiny chin.
"Listen to Appa, don't get mad already! It's raining hard Kkoma, no matter what will you do we can't go out to the park!"
The animal was giving him no reaction, beside of trying to draw his head back into it's shell but failed because hyung was lifting the neck.
"No, you won't go anywhere until I finish speaking," I almost dead of holding my urge to laugh as I watched him silently from the half-opened door. "Tomorrow Appa will bring you out instead, to my musical. I promise, so don't get mad ok? Now you can just go to sleep," he finally placed his tortoise to it's tank.
Now I fully entered his room, and he's not really surprised to see me.
"How was he?" I asked, smiling softly to him.
"I'm going to teach him some discipline, not to just let him sulking away and not responding to my words."
From his words you will guess that we're probably talking about a little kid. Or a dog, or a cat.
No one would ever guess that it's tortoise alright.
I tried to make him laugh, he seemed so sad, genuinely hopeless. Only this man I secretly love will be affected by a tortoise's rudeness.
He sat on the bed and I followed his guts. He didn't know how much I adore his sad face at that moment. So cute, pouting like a little kid, his lips were sticking out innocently. The soft pink colour actually made me wanna eat them, to savour the taste…
I shoved the thought away and chose to tease him instead.
"Hyung, don't you ever notice that your face is shaped like a reversed water droplet?"
"Huh?" either he didn't hear me or he didn't understand. Seemed like Kkoma was really upsetting his Appa, what a naughty boy.
"Here I'll show you," I took a piece of empty paper from Ryeowook's keyboard across the bed, and his pen too (sorry Ryeowook!) to draw something. Yesung hyung tilted his head interestedly, his hair was so close to my nose and I can totally smell how pleasant his hair was.
I drew a big water droplet, and in front of his eyes I reversed the paper so that the pointy part of the droplet was on the bottom. I drew a lip, two ears, a nose, two thick brows, and two really small eyes on the droplet, then I gave it the hair, exactly the model hyung was currently in.
I looked at him. His face agaped, perhaps he still didn't get it. Well everybody knows he's a kind of slow…
Then I added some little droplets fell down from the small eyes.
"This is Hyung, currently crying because of the rain," as I talked, I drew the rain as tiny dots on the paper. "Yesung and The Rain," I wrote it on the bottom of the paper.
He finally got it, and tried to snatch the paper out of my hands.
"Yah! Choi Siwon! I'm not that ugly!"
I laughed as I brought the paper really high on my long arms, and he needed to stand up to try to grab it. It was really cute seeing him pouting like that, and his small arms didn't help him at any point.
"Bring it to me!"
"No way!" I stood and talked him back and suddenly he fell on top of me, making both of us laid on his bed with me underneath him.
"Give me that, give me that," he mumbled over and over again, completely unaware of how my body reacted to him as he climbed his way to reach for the paper in my long arms.
I was flushed badly. What the hell was this petite man doing? My brain was really heated as I feel how his body created some friction with mine, blowing my mind because of the sensation.
He climbed over your body to snatch that paper you idiot!
I realized that he still couldn't reach it since my arms moving on my own to avoid his attack. But finally he grabbed my arms and successfully snatched that paper away.
"Yay!"
He tried to get off of my body but I gripped hard on his waist. His face was so close to mine, and I couldn't help of forcing him to a kiss by lifting his chin to face me.
Finally I could feel the taste of his sweet lips. It was so soft that I immediately wanna nibble on it just to taste some more.
But it only for a second as he pushed himself away.
"Yah, don't play like that to your hyung!"
With a surprising power he got up from my body, my grip over his waist was no use.
His face was flushed, perhaps he got really surprised.
"Siwon, that was rude," he said and weeping his lips with his backhand. He looked at me with eyes widened.
"I.. I.." I stuttered.
"It's okay to play with hyung but don't do such thing again okay?"
"I'm sorry hyung, I didn't mean… It's an accident, forgive me," I said as I got up from his bed.
He kept on silent and I really didn’t know what to do. A heavy atmosphere suddenly clouded the room and we felt really awkward.
I could even hear Ddangkkoma moving inside his tank.
"It’s ok, just call it a day. Now go away, I wanna take a nap."
So I silently went out of his room.
And just like that, the mockering picture was forgotten.
I folded it to eight and keep it inside my wallet, for a reminder of a good moment, like a desperate man in love I was, and still am.
As I recall those memory, I missed a phonecall as my phone's trembling hard on the table.
I look at the screen and get really surprised.
It's him! Hurrily I pick it up
"Siwon-ah! Guess what!" the husky, charming voice echoing over the line.
Aiish, this guy. His voice is always mesmerizing me like no other, I can really feel how my heart is fluttering and there come some butterflies in my stomach…
He calls me when I'm missing him during this rain in Shenzhen.
"What is it Hyung? Don't you know I am working here?" I'm lying, gently holding my chuckles.
"It's Geunyoung-ssi!"
Huh? Was I misheard him?
"What?"
"It's Geunyoung-ssi! She agreed to join me and my hyungs to the bar someday! I'm really happy, Siwon, finally I will get the chance!"
I feel all the butterflies in my stomach suddenly hurrying to get out from my body via my mouth as I feel sick. My heart stings like there's a bee invaded it.
Yesung hyung finally make his way to his ideal girl.
I can't believe this pain, it's driving me insane.
I hold my breath as I tried not to sound unhappy nor trembled.
"Wow.. That's great hyung!" I say. "It's a really fantastic news, coming from you," I quickly add, to create a lighter atmosphere inside my head. He's used to me mocking him anyway.
"Yah, do you mean I actually could never score her by myself?" he laughed. "Uh, perhaps I think about that too sometimes," he confess.
I feel like some one is currently chopping my heart into pieces as I feel a wave of pity towards him. He, who always got rejected by the girls he liked.. Actualy that's why he almost never had a girlfriend.
He only has one or two exes, not like the majority of us, who usually has more than five girls from our past. Blame his eccentric personality for it. Though he always treats girls like a queen, he must understand that not every girl likes that kind of attention… that's why there are bad boys exist, and success.
"No… don't think that way. You are wonderful in your own way hyung, I'm sure you deserve a good person someday," I say, trying to sound convincing to my bestfriend.
"I know! I hope it's the time.. I will try hard not to screw this," he sounds so happy over there.
I'm trying to at least sounded happy for him as I said, "Good luck hyung."
"I can not wait! My heart is still beating so fast you know, as I received her text ten minutes ago! It's Geunyoung, finally Geunyoung!" He blabs happily like his usual self.
I can not respond him anymore so I just keep silent.
"Hey Siwon, by the way didn't you say you're working? Am I disturb you?"
"No, I'm not filming. It's suspended, and I won't mind anyway if you're disturbing me," I chuckled.
"Uh, suspended? Why?"
"It's only because of the heavy rain. We supposed to film outside.." I positioned myself lying on the couch comfortably. "So I'm free now, and we can talk for hours!"
"Okay, I have like an hour before I have to go to practice. Tell me about your upcoming kiss scene!"
It's on the moment like this I forget my wound. As I talk to him, hearing his stories, and sharing my own with him, I can feel nothing but happiness. His voice is like a sun to me.
Only when he talked about that actress, or any girl by the matter, he never know how much actually my heart hurts…
But no matter how much I get hurt, I will always be here, by his side when he needs me.
I looked at the rain as we're speaking, and smile because I'm talking to the rain itself, just when I was really missing him.
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A/N: my virtual eomm evilmind28 ere is my late birthday gift to you! HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY EOMMA!!! love you soooo much!! <3 i'm sorry i didn't know that 28th April is your birthday since all my preparations to watch the SS4INA.. i have to go to Jakarta via Magelang and Semarang from Jogj and i forgot some of my important toilettries because i was so in a hurry T---T Mianhae Eomma, you know i will always love you right?? :))
A/N 2: i'm sorry it was short and not really angsty! i made it this way because the story will be awkward if i make it longer, believe me. but i will gladly expand the story if you want it evilmind28 . i think it's pretty to cut it here :) i hope you like this and comments will be really loved guys ^^