Comments | newtnard: What to do?

newtnard

What to do?

Nov 29, 2005 18:33

I have no clue what I am supposed to do, I know I need to go to wolf creek, I have been meaning to go on an extended camping trip for about 4 years now and now that I have the chance to go, I dont think I am going to be able to ( Read more... )

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alekseira November 30 2005, 19:41:01 UTC

Should you put your life on hold because someone else needs help?????

Do you have any idea how pissed off that makes me feel?

I've been paying rent and all the bills here for 5 months. By the time you actually go it will be closer to 6. And now, when I actually NEED you, the only thing you have on your mind is getting away.

I've been there for you through a lot of shit in the last year and I've barely asked for anything in return.

It must be nice to have no responsibilities. I wouldn't know since I'm busy paying for 3 people to live here on 1 income.

alekseira November 30 2005, 21:11:02 UTC

I think you are missing the point dude. None of this is to piss you off,if If I diddnt care I would be gone already and have the means to do so. I have been planning this for a long time, remember the fairy gathering I went to? Remember fairy coffee? that was all to check out the land and all of the people that live there. I was planning to do this but because of recent events I need to go sooner. I need a time and place to heal. and living in somebody elses place without my own space is not going to do anything for me. And this place where you are constantly frustrated with your living situation that you have created ( ... )

alekseira December 1 2005, 10:38:46 UTC

I deleted my other reply because it was mean.

I'm sorry. I'm just frustrated because money is so shitty for me. I also want you to stay because I do actually like living with you.

I'm glad you called me and asked to talk. We can when I get home from work if you still want to. I know you probably got a copy of that other comment in your email so you might be mad at me.

Anyway.

I'll talk to you tomorow.

confused newtnard December 2 2005, 22:08:38 UTC

If you diddnt think I was holding up my end of the deal, why havent you asked me to leave? there are plenty of other options for me.

There are certain things that I need to live comfotably, I need some sort of organization in the house so i can feel comfortable here. I am sleeping amongst a pile of garbage, I would currently rather sleep under a tree.

this weekend we should all organise the house and talk about what each person needs to live here comfortably.

There are 3 people here and i think if we all worked together it might work, and we could get more done than 1 or 2 people. however working against each other is not going to make anything better.

we all need to talk.