fic for haruka21

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Gift fic for: haruka21
From: carmine_pink

Title: Never Knew I Needed
Rating: PG
Pairing: KoyaShige, Shige/OC
Summary: Sometimes you don't realize what is most precious to you.
Notes: Inspired by the song Never Knew I Needed by Ne-Yo. Thanks to my beta, who definitely has my love ♥ For haruka21, I hope you like this although it isn't porn ;D

Comments

[zheinpathos]

OMG this was very lovely! The friends-but-not-quite relationship between Koyama and Shige was wonderfully done. And KEI-CHAN OMG I wanted to cry for him ;A;

[carmine_pink]

Hi, it's me :D I'm sooo glad you liked this. Thank you &hearts

[haruka21]

Let me take a moment to try and clear my rep for a second. I am not only about the Koyashige porn though I do love it I am equally fond of fics that are just good. That being said Yay! for good unestablished Koyashige fic!

I really loved it! I was a little worried that poor Koyama was going to end up sad and alone with just his on the mend friendship to keep him warm but then Shige came to his sense and realized how hot and wonderful Koyama is and it was great!

This probably makes me some kind of freak but I especially liked when Koyama stuck Shige's finger in his mouth when he cut it. It was a good foreshadowing that Shige might not be against some Koyama action and hot in a weird way.

[carmine_pink]

...sorry I ruined your rep >.< I'm very glad you liked this though, cause I worried about it a lot.

If that makes you a freak then I'm a bigger freak because I enjoyed writing that part so much XD

[sanjihan]

I like the pacing, sweet and unhurried, just like them, I suppose. I also enjoyed how you kept an overall somber sort of feeling without making it oppressing. Also... I really liked the girl. XD I guess I like fiery girls who go for what they want. Too bad she chose a guy unknowingly in love with his best friend. :D Thank you!

[carmine_pink]

XD I'm glad you find her fiery but not obnoxious XD Her poor luck, I suppose LOL.

*squishes you* Thank youuuuuu

[kaminikaku]

I really liked this one. I loved the tone of it, from the start where Shige is blindsided by Koyama's feelings, and the resultant sense of uneasiness....everything that follows is slightly off centre, slightly uncomfortable..slightly wrong. And then, in the end we know why - that Shige just did not know about his own feelings..and finally came to his senses. I was interested how clearly Shige could see Koyama in this, and have no clue about his own true feelings...I loved the way Koyama was supportive and helpful, beautiful and warm and sweet, hot and adorable - and so concerned that he was going to ruin their friendship and so careful to ensure that Shige was not hurt or uncomfortable... *cuddles Koyama* Well done :)

[carmine_pink]

Koyama is just lovely that way. It's all him, really &hearts I'm happy you liked this!

[carmine_pink]

I struggled a lot with this fic so thank you! Glad to hear everything came through. I enjoyed your fic too :D