weird dreams and sleeping for 15hrs, i showed up to the American Werewolves show late, then left before the misfits, came back to medina, for a party here, it was busted, then drove back to zunkleys for party there. everybody was super drunk, and there was some dumbass straight edge girl there ( Read more... )

i've lost too much sleep i'm collecting my debt ( Read more... )

seriously fuck you and you and you and you and you
i want to smash your fucking head
no more jerking off
i'm only going to get pissed and work out for now on
i can't believe my life

you ain't shit

wif da blonde hur and a diet
today was my last day at work..weird, i need a job..seriously..thats not outside. i need to get away, anywhere but here, with anybody but myself, i'm my best friend and worst enemy.

i'm missing somebody

dinner time you fuckin nerd

i mean cereally...work was gay as usual...then me and jared went to lunch, kid always cracks me up. got off work, played hitman: contracts..game is seriously oh so violent..jared came over. i worked out, it felt good. i did 235 6x no problem, i haven't done bench in months, so its not 265 8x but i can work back up to that, i wanna get big..then we ( Read more... )

"hate is what keeps me going, hate is all i have to live for, everyday i hate..its what keeps my right foot moving infront of the left ( Read more... )

this one was incredible, i was at some sort of show..then gorilla biscuits ran on the stage, but it was like everybody now, civ is all old and bald and tatted out, and it was crazy, it was in some weird ass place, kinda reminded me of Krome in jersey..then civ stopped for a second and was like "i some friends that would play to play a few songs if ( Read more... )

"i've spent sleepless nights thinking about diamond eyes..we dont know if i'm gonna make it this time, short fuse in this dead end world, its the same old story but a different boy and girl. its lights out for what could've been, its lights out i wished this would never end. i dont have the words so i'll just sit and stare, and think about a time ( Read more... )

...i can't believe its honestly come down to this...i get so worked up over something so trivial, i told you lastnight, i dont get pissed for nothin or nobody..i have to go to work..............................................................maybe you'll have something i'll never have.

rip those lying lips off your stupid fucking face...what a crazy fucking day