it's so surreal. dad playing jewel songs on the radio i've never heard, getting ready to sleep over chelsea's & feeling bad because I'm going to be horrible company even though I'm trying so hard not to be a wreck, thinking of leaving my school, my friends, my love, my life, my home to live among a strange town & strange people. it took me 16 years ( Read more... )

we checked out the chicopee apartment & dad gave the guy a security deposit. within 2 weeks, I should be in a whole new city ( Read more... )

it sounds like we're going to be moving to Chicopee.

dad still isn't sure if he's going to let me keep going to WHS.

I am miserable as all hell. I have so much to say about it, but I'll start crying if I start getting into all of it & I'm just too tired. :( night.