well... i had a pretty ok. weekend.. but i still wanna get drunk.. oh well.. i fell down the stairs yesterday morning, it really hurt and now i have an owiee on my back and bruises everywhere.. and im like uber sore.. dad let me stay the night at april's house last night.. but when i layed down to sleep, i just sat there and thought... and thought ( Read more... )

i feel soooo.. blah today.. i've been up and down all day.. i still need to talk to roufus about the whole prom thing... and i have sooo much to do all this next week.. and i still wanna make my corset to give me some cleavage.. ive never had any unless i push them together myself.. but if i finish the corsrt, i can have cleavage and not have to ( Read more... )

im crying and i dont know why... maybe its because im tired of drama, or because nick is soo friggin stupid... now he's trying to get this chick to kick my ass for 5 bucks... what kind of bull shit is that?? to sit there and say that he will always love me and will always see me as a friend.. its all fucking bullshit... fucking liar.. i cant stand ( Read more... )

i was walking to go meet my madi this morning, and i fucking puked.. right there next to the bus stop... disgusting... blah. and then she didnt get off her bus.. that made me sad. i want to go home.. i have a headache too.. i feel like shit.. this sux.. and on top of everything... i hate being lonely.. which is what i am... is there no one thats ( Read more... )

omg!! one more thing... my michelle isnt here today and i havent seen her since like... tuesday. boo hoo

well.. me and nick got back torether pretty much right after we broke up... and then i tried to break up with him later.. but it only worked for about an hour due to the begging to take him back stuff... and i sot suspended for smoking so im in even more trouble... aargh... but i need to work on bullshit skool work... soo... yeah... OMG!! i met ( Read more... )

well.. me and nick broke up today... i dont get it... he sits there and says he loves me.. and then says that it wont work.. i understand the whole long distance thing.. hes goinjg to job corps.. big deal. i dont really care anymore. now i dont have to hurt him by breaking up with him

wow.. i had THE best day yesterday.. me and madi had soo much fun... and i got my permit finally.. i drove last night for almost an hour.. then mom got kinda freaky.. today isnt going soo well... it feels like nick doesnt like me as much as he used to.. or hes mad at me or something.. : / and i got another weeks detention for mr. fagerson... i ( Read more... )

im kinda in a wierd mood... i think the birth controll is making me like uber moody.. it really sux... i saw my heather yesterday!! and my erika too... i really missed them! we should all get plastered sometime.. that would be like uber fun.. i really wanna get plastered... me and madi should try to do that this weekend... that would be fun... im ( Read more... )

im soo fucking tired!! easter blowed this year...but at least it wasn't on 4-20 this year;) i had to meet a bunch of spicks that are supposidly part of the family now... only like 2 or 3 of the 10 spoke any english.. my mom's old time friend ed is in the hospital with cancer that is in his brain now... its sad.. yesterday my mommiee took me to try ( Read more... )