Went to wingtai & i think i did well.
Just call me for job please!
So bored & really lazy nowadays.
I cant believe iam home on a Friday night!

Some get something they do not want & others don't get what they want.
I guess i will never have what i always wanted.
Fuck this la like seriously!

On the other hand, yesterday was a fucking good night!
Highness-fied!

Was out with the crew yesterday & the day before.
Well everyday is a fun day.
Hope this doesn't kill me one day.

Our hopes & expectations, black holes & revelations.

So disheartened. No objective or motive to anything already.
Fucking remedy-less boring fuckface life.
Wingtai please call me quick! I need to work!
Hopefully tomorrow will not be a bitter fight to the end having myself to struggle in every single thing i do.
Fight boy! Fight!

Well well, what do you know?
You seem like you're full of surprises.
Who knows? You might even pull out a rabbit from your hat.(thats if you have one)

Iam a beast.

Man, i've got to put myself together.
Every single step i take seems like its going to be over.
Like as if i was one step closer to the edge.
Change my nigga, change!

This is the Such is Life is such theory.
FML! I am not aware whats happening now or later but i surely know the fucking ending.
Such is motherfucking life!

Sin plunges deep into the skin.
I see it in your eyes.
I wish i was dead long before you came along.
What's going to blind me eventually is pride & freedom.
You wont let me sink under my own dreams now would you?

There is a fine line between slacking & trying hard.
I think that i have both but keep failing on it.
So sick of trying anything out.
Anyways, i hope Billabong calls me back, please please pretty please!