Diary of Love Confession 1/9
Title: Diary of Love Confession 1/?
Author: nekonotango
Pairing: TakaBu
Genre: romance
Rating: PG-13
Disclaimer: Don't own anything.
Summary: Takaki really in love with Yabu and he really want to say it out but he didn't have the courage. He become closer to Yabu and he realize that he really didn't understand Yabu compare to Hikaru.
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I love when his eyes became smaller when he smiled. Recently, he smiled a lot. He talked a lot too. The movement of his lips made my eyes attached to it. The most important was his laugh. Laughter that made my heart beat fast. The way he tried to make the members laugh, it funnily enough but cute. He was a different person from the first time I met him after I entered Hey! Say! Jump.
“Hi, I’m glad that we’re in a same group,” He didn’t turn his head at me. I didn’t know what was happening. Did he dislike to debut? I thought that debuting was waited by every Junior. Anyway, he was a legend for having an angelic voice. He was so popular and everyone declared him as theirs little brother. So, I always tried to extend myself from him.
“Me too,” His voice killed my thought. He was answering but with sad and sorrow voice. I didn’t try to approach him after that. His reaction had hurt my heart but it healed quickly after I saw him, maybe because of his angel’s aura.
After the debut, he slowly became more cheerful and talkative. I really wanted to chat with him but I didn’t have the courage, even if we talked it just for the interview. The only thing that I could do was staring him. I didn’t want to be called as stalker but I was to scare to approach him. However, deep in my heart I wanted to tell him that I love him.
In HSJ’s practice room,
Chinen got up from my lap when Daiki called him. He turned his head to me and waved his hand happily. I smiled but the truth was I felt lonely. Suddenly, my phone was ringing. I knew it was a message so I just let it rang. After Chinen had hug Daiki, I took out my phone from my pocket. The message was from mama.
‘Yuya, we will not at home tonight. Sorry, I left some food for tonight and some money enough on the dinner table’
I sighed. Tonight would be lonelier as I was alone. I looked at him. He was laughing joyfully, maybe because of Hikaru’s jokes. Unexpectedly, our eyes met. He noticed that I was staring him. I nodded down to my phone. My heartbeat accelerated.
Now, I could hear his steps clearer. He came toward me. My finger pressed the buttons randomly. I had delete mama’s message without noticing it and I became more panicked.