....i can't even descirbe this..

[nekobecky]

i felt something for the first time tonight.
that frantic feeling a parent must get when they're searching or worried about a child.
the feeling andrew must've felt the night i was kicked out of the house.

how did i know? how did i know he was laughing and giggling and enjoying himself while i was at home freaking out because i couldn't get ahold

Comments

[vallick]

maybe you guys arent pulling away, maybe you just think you are. and if you are subconsciously, maybe you're just doing it, because you know that, you guys are not gonna see each other much for like, a year. and you're just getting ready for it.

[lilrock]

*hugs* If you wanna talk at all, you can call me, but I think things will work itself off. I think maybe, you are getting a lot more scared because your time is running out, so you almost feel yourself in a panic to spend as much time together. We all get like that, and it'd be understandable if that were the case. Don't worry hunny, everything will work out the way it should, and when he and drew leaves, we will all still be here to help you through it all, even though it won't be the same. Who knows, maybe this will turn out to be a good thing, ya never know. Feel free to call me any time just to say hey, haven't gotten to talk to you in a long long time.

[amberchan]

If you guys would be closer to eachother I know your feelings won't quite be the same. From how you describe it, it feels like you guys are in a sense giving up hope even though you beg for it to work. When Brett and I were 3 hours away things were great...contact was possible and hope was there...when we were 7 hours away is when things changed...hope slowly faded but our feelings I don't think ever really left...You and andrew know you're gonna be forever and a year apart and it kills you both...

Your love is there
Through love you will find a way
Fight the plague distance brings
Seriously...it can be overcome
With something so strong
It can be proven wrong
Andrew, Becky
Don't ever lose hope