I have to reconcile with the fact that I am still addicted to a few things ( Read more... )

im exhausted right now, but i'm taking my painkillers again so i can't fall asleep yet (even though it's almost five in the morning ( Read more... )

fucking stand there and tell me you don't love ( Read more... )

i totally can't freaking concentrate. so much work to do... so little time ( Read more... )

so today is my 21st birthday. not a bad birthday, all in all. i came home to athens friday and spent friday night/saturday morning wandering downtown with my sister and some friends. i got a surprise visit from my FAVORITE five year old, little Ms. Eden, along with her mom and Hannah. Eden's still shy around me, and at one point she hid behind ( Read more... )

i am soooo exhausted ( Read more... )

im getting sort of obnoxious with this posting thing. oh well. deviantart is too much of a hassle for me these days ( Read more... )

i'm back in the closet. well, definitely i'm living in a closet this year--literally--but i'm also pretending to be hetero. WHY?! i hate the fact that i can't be my own damn self in my own dorm. i came out to all of my friends my freshman year... and while a few were incredibly uncomfortable, the ones who wanted to remain friends worked through ( Read more... )

the same day i found out she was pregnant, my period started. Not like, at the same moment... but that morning. I woke up and it confirmed that I was barren, and I went to bed knowing she was not ( Read more... )

one is a female. i'm going to see her tonight. i will leave all of my dignity and probably one of my shoes with her ( Read more... )