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[negroyella]

So basically I get the impression I must have did something so vile, so twisted and so evil that Tina is completely disregarding any efforts to mend our relationship.  In response to my long winded email, she sent me a quickie message on myspace (which I absolutely can't stand.. myspace is so impersonal for private business like this, not to

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[pinkberrycake]

ilu ♥♥

Your fiance is really wise, you know that? I think you should listen to him. ;3

[negroyella]

He is. At this point he's urging to just focus on recovering costs and let the personal feelings go. I'm way too involved and I think it's better I try to distance myself in that regard.

[maikegotchi]

I don't know the whole situation, but Charlie's right. Partially. Whether Tina will say something or not, the point (that I think Charlie is making) is that you shouldn't expect it. However, at least it seems like she's going to send money to try and cover her part, so maybe you can come out of this cutting your losses.

[negroyella]

That's what I'm hoping. There's a lot of funds (such as the leftover from Parkway plus this lease she signed) that need to be covered. Like I said above, Charlie's really pushing to distance myself from personal feelings and deal with the financial repercussions of this disaster. No matter what her reasoning that doesn't cover her part of the rent or fix the financial set back she's put us in. Sure we're hardly going to starve because of this but a set back is still a set back. I'm still waiting to hear from her in regards to what happened with the landlord.. so I have a feeling things may not work out voluntarily as I'm hoping.

[negroyella]

You're totally right. Seriously. I still feel pretty awful about everything but her blatant shun tactics toward my attempts to make amends kinda blew me away there for a moment. She IS an adult.. and in a way it almost feels like she isn't ready to be. I can't imagine just deserting my best friends with no explanation. Even when I broke up with guys or friends that I absolutely couldn't stand, I'd still email, call or contact them with my reason why. This is getting too high school for me.. and like I said earlier, I think this is becoming way too personal for me. I have an abundance things to handle and cope with right now.. if I step out from my shoes for a moment and take a look, everyone here is totally right: it's not worth investing so much time and anguish. I've seriously been missing sleep because of this. From this point on, it's all business for me.

*hugs* I <3 you friggin much.

[thefyuuri]

hmm...I like all these comments..."Charlie is right"...keep em' comin'! :-D

[negroyella]

Don't get it to your head old man!