i've come to realize that the natural sciences are not for me.

i failed two tests this week, and due to the fact, the university will have to wait another year. i envy those kids who are so programmable, so driven to compete... i think for today i'll blame it on the politics.

i just got done reading 'conversations on the plurality of worlds' by bernard le bovier de fontenelle. written in 1687, its a fictional dialog between two people dealing with the issues surrounding the cosmological advances of the time. Copernican revolution, decartes 'vortices'(magnetic fields?), and of course, love. find it if you can.... its ( Read more... )

nietzche said that grace is the self-cancellation of justice ( Read more... )

dreams of paralysis stemming from powerlessness in the conscious life. how simple is it to be manipulated by fear as the hope dissipates...anxiety is an art?... its a performance art but without an audience.

china + capitalism
venezuela + communism + terrorism + 'human rights violations against the population'
iraq
iran
north korea
indonesia
us
europe?
...africa.........
brazil
central america
south america
us
eastern europe
asia
asia
asia
asia
africa

the heretics:
burn the witches, the believers, and those without

today was the first time i ever (truely) questioned my mental health...it was a very frightening series of moments...thank you wheelchair guy, you saved the day.

theres many things to say but 'priority' speaks only of school. so, goodbye.

"a master of deception"
"we shall replace the cancer within the heart of the country"

the key words here are 'replace' and 'deception'.

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goodbye friends and enemies, i'm off to chicago.

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