i still haven't had a drop of alcohol. it's been 2 months. i got tired of all the stupid mistakes i made whenever i was drunk. i actually left my apartment and hung out with people twice this past week. weird, i nearly forgot what it was like. the good parts and the bad. i feel like the longer i'm out of certain circles the harder it will be to ( Read more... )

since when did earth day turn into protest-war-day/420 part 2? i fucking hate the people here

*Inspired by the songs “Country Sky Glow” by Kevin Devine and “Inmates” by The Good Life ( Read more... )

i keep having dreams about getting back together with one of my exes. and one of my roommates told me i should get back with her. what's funny about is he wanted us to break up the minute we started dating. regardless, it's not gonna happen. i see her all the time but we haven't shared a word in a year and a half. i actually got yelled at by my mom ( Read more... )

i am the only guy among 15 girls in my literacy instruction class

i've become a shut-in over the past month. all i do nowadays is go to work, go to class, and lock myself in my room and do homework. occasionally i get some time to sleep and eat. all this work isn't going to help graduate any faster, as i'm still going to be here for an extra year ( Read more... )

we hallucinated on mushrooms the other day. it was awesome. kinda thinking i should hallucinate more often.

i'm smoking again, and i have no qualms

after working fulltime all fucking summer, i'm starting off the school year with $155 to my name.

and rent is due in a week.

i'm pumped.

i really need to be more productive

any suggestions??

there are two new girls who just started working with me, and they're both quite attractive. today, however, i overheard them talking about how good the new nickleback cd was. at that point i lost, not only all interest, but physical attraction to them as well. was i justified in that??