You know that awkward moment when...

[nectocaris]

...you're sitting at work and this person you're totally not completely in love with walks by and smiles the loveliest, heartmeltingest smile at you and then you catch yourself grinning for the next ten minutes before you have to tell yourself to get it together, you're almost 22 years old, look at your life, they're nearly four years younger, and

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[chica_charlie]

UGH I KNOW HOW YOU FEEL. There's this boy at work I am completely stupid over. FML. He's older, not younger, but I know how it feels to like someone so much younger, too.

IS HE CUTE THO? :D TELL ME ALL THE DETAILS.

[nectocaris]

Um, it's a girl actually. I like them, too, sometimes. We played hockey together last year and she's pretty and kind of generally amazing and my obvious flirting is very obvious but I don't think she notices. *sigh*

[chica_charlie]

wow, I'm a total dumbass. I should know better than to have assumed. Sincere apologies. :(

Awwww, though. That's really sweet. Are you guys friends? Maybe you could ask he out!

[nectocaris]

It's not a problem, really. I think it's the norm for most people to assume.

We're like...semi-friends-ish? If we see each other around, we'll talk, but otherwise, we don't, like, make plans or anything. I am way too much of an epic dorkface to ask her out. Lol. And she's a sophomore so I already feel kind of creepy. I shall just sit here consumed with lust, sighing wistfully every few minutes. I should probably use all this pining in my writing. Lol.