it feels. different, a good different, to read this now. the pain's still there - definitely still there, but it's duller now, a reminder of what's happened, a testament of what they've (what we as fans have) gone through
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I wondered before I started writing this if I really wanted to do this to myself, but I've just been rolling in the feels since their comeback "announcement" for october and I keep thinking about how long we've been waiting, almost all year, for them to come back and show us that nothing's changed and everything's gonna be gravy again. I just want to see them joke around and be dumb together again, that's all I want
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i was actually very happy to see that you had written this. i don't just trust anyone with my feels and my heart, and you took care of it all so well :( you are so great, really. i think there've been a few? floating around cyberspace; most cover jiho's side and only focus on the news of the incident blowing up. you went above and beyond all that! really.
i was tinkering with the idea, but haha, i'm nowhere near as eloquent as you. i'm just. so so so happy you wrote this because it's time. it really is. ♥♥♥ you're perfect, tina bb.
i'm glad my heart got broken, tbh. it's made me a lot stronger, braver, more in love with those boys, honestly. it's not easy, haha, not at all, but i'm with them every step of the way. everyone fucks up here and there, and as a fan - a proud fan - i'm going to stay here and watch them learn from their mistakes. i'm super excited for october (best birthday present ever, tbh! idec if their comeback is on my bday, before, or after
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hm it's funny because I still can't watch the videos from right after the incident but I could read this and... it's beautiful. yet sad, because it seems so real ;_; especially minhyuk. I don't even know why. I can picture him acting exactly like this. "It's the first thing Minhyuk has really said in about twenty four hours and it doesn't go unnoticed by everyone else as Yukwon shoves at Minhyuk's shoulder with a watery smile and Jaehyo tosses a pillow at him with either frustration or relief." < this part, omg. maybe I'll never get over this whole thing completely, but yeah. this fic showed me I'm at least making some progress haha thank you.
i have to say that what you've written here, this amazing piece of writing, has given me all the most amazing feels about the worst time in my fandom life
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also, right after i hit the add comment button, i came to the realization that... they're really coming back. and i think reading this and feeling good about it, about sifting through everything they've gone through and seeing them ok despite it all... it's given me closure. and i want to thank you for writing this, for making me realize that everything is going to be okay, because even if i've known it for a while, i'm happy about where they are and i know they'll be amazing when they have their comeback :')
I'm very glad that you had good feels about this when I know it was such a bad time. I don't think I would have been able to write anything like this back then, but now that it's been so many months and our boys are finally coming back, I finally felt like I could revisit what happened. I'm glad I got the timing right and other people feel the same way about reading this, too
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Uh I promised myself I wouldn't read another fic dealing with that incident but seeing your username made the difference. It's such a lovely take on it, it has spirit of Block B, despite of everything that's going on and ughhh. Also, you made me have Kyung feels and I never have them T____T Thank you for sharing this with us :3
I'm really thankful you decided to read it anyway! and I'm also floored that you decided to read it because I wrote it since I'm not honestly that great or anything.
I seem to develop more kyung feels through my writing than I usually do for some odd reason. it's...something I haven't quite figured out yet. park kyung is like a flesh-eating disease except he only eats your heart. anyway, thank you for reading this, again! ♥
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i was tinkering with the idea, but haha, i'm nowhere near as eloquent as you. i'm just. so so so happy you wrote this because it's time. it really is. ♥♥♥ you're perfect, tina bb.
i'm glad my heart got broken, tbh. it's made me a lot stronger, braver, more in love with those boys, honestly. it's not easy, haha, not at all, but i'm with them every step of the way. everyone fucks up here and there, and as a fan - a proud fan - i'm going to stay here and watch them learn from their mistakes. i'm super excited for october (best birthday present ever, tbh! idec if their comeback is on my bday, before, or after ( ... )
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"It's the first thing Minhyuk has really said in about twenty four hours and it doesn't go unnoticed by everyone else as Yukwon shoves at Minhyuk's shoulder with a watery smile and Jaehyo tosses a pillow at him with either frustration or relief." < this part, omg.
maybe I'll never get over this whole thing completely, but yeah. this fic showed me I'm at least making some progress haha thank you.
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it's allll part of the process of healing. writing this was one of my steps to recovery, haha. I've got to get ready for october. :>
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I don't what to say or how to explain how you've made me feel right now.
Your words are perfect.
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it feels good :)
thank you so much, once again.
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I seem to develop more kyung feels through my writing than I usually do for some odd reason. it's...something I haven't quite figured out yet. park kyung is like a flesh-eating disease except he only eats your heart. anyway, thank you for reading this, again! ♥
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