Last night was actually fine. I slept pretty well, except I woke up with Harry's eyeballs about half an inch away from mine. "YEEEOOOOWWWWWW!!!!!" Happy cat time, apparently, is at 10:30am. (Yeah, I said "fuck it" to re-taking the SATS. Mum said she didn't care about the 40 bucks.) Anyway, I turned over to attempt sleeping again, and to repay my ( Read more... )

My first night in a week sleeping without Jeremy. We'll see how this goes... I somehow suspect tears and fitful tossing.

And because I don't know what's wrong, I'll distract myself with surveys and try very hard to become tired because I don't know what else can distract me from this horrible feeling that something bad is about to happen, if it hasn't happened already ( Read more... )

Home, FINALLY.

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Hooray for shopping! I got some new books- I FINALLY own a copy of the Illiad now- and a little chest to store my herbs and things in. I love my chest. It's gorgeous; it looks very old, but it isn't, it's just been well-crafted. I'm quite happy about it, and about my little glass perfume bottle as well. I got some new undies too, which is great, ( Read more... )

I really miss my mum, Harry, and Jeremy. I did just pluck my eyebrows, though, and they look great. It's sad that has to be the only thing I can be a little happy about right now. Everything just seems so much brighter when I'm not with Jeremy... And I think we all know how badly light burns my eyes. I feel stupid for my feelings, for missing him ( Read more... )

The place we're staying at now, the Stonewall Jackson Resort, is REALLY nice. I like it a lot, especially at this exact moment while Cheri and my dad are somewhere and I have the room to myself. They have a really neat gift shop; I bought 3 new oils and a beautiful handblown glass jar to put whatever perfume I make next in. The jar was $25, but ( Read more... )

West Virginia sucks the proverbial cock.

GOD DAMN IT. I had an entire entry typed up, but the fucking wireless threw me off and none of it was saved. I guess I'll just shorten it to this: this weekend was amazing. I'm really glad I got to hang out with Erica for once, and seeing Kevin for the first time in months was also fucking incredible. I slept at Jeremy's on Saturday and Sunday, ( Read more... )