It still hurts a lot, like any break up would, but it's something that's been coming for a long time, and I kinda wish it happened sooner.
Now I'm realising that I let myself go a lot during the relationship because I was so comfortable, I never wear makeup EVER, I've put on a shit load of weirght, and I've lost a lot of confidence. It's time to get all back.
There's a heap of reasons why we broke up, but as we have a lot of mutual friends on LJ, I might tell you one day on MSN
Yeah, I guess it's good that I always try and look for the positives in the negatives, I'm a firm believer that 90% of the time you're only depressed because you want to be.
Before I didn't really care what I looked like when I went out, because I know my friends love me the way I am, and I know I'm going home with someone at the end of the night. I still know my friends love me, but I think it will be good to take a little bit more pride in my appearances....
Don't forget that Dani (sw4y) works for Dior in Myer - so if you're doing make up / all that shit (yeah, I don't know what I'm talking about) go and see her...
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i got my hair cut, am shaving, trimed the goatie up
dress a lot better and i feel so much better about myself
just wish people wopuldnt say ive gone emo
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Well i think I'm too bright and cheery even at the worst of times for people to think that!
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and yes, every girl deserves to pamper herself every now and then!
now i'm even contemplating going into the mall to buy some new sass&bide jeans to cheer myself up haha
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It still hurts a lot, like any break up would, but it's something that's been coming for a long time, and I kinda wish it happened sooner.
Now I'm realising that I let myself go a lot during the relationship because I was so comfortable, I never wear makeup EVER, I've put on a shit load of weirght, and I've lost a lot of confidence. It's time to get all back.
There's a heap of reasons why we broke up, but as we have a lot of mutual friends on LJ, I might tell you one day on MSN
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good to hear you're getting your confidence back though, sometimes it takes a break up to get you motivated to start looking hot again haha
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Before I didn't really care what I looked like when I went out, because I know my friends love me the way I am, and I know I'm going home with someone at the end of the night. I still know my friends love me, but I think it will be good to take a little bit more pride in my appearances....
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I want to get a total makeover soon, I'll have to go see her then!
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