Thoughts
So, today, for some reason, I really got to thinking as to why I'm still single. There are, I suppose, a few reasons. The obvious one is that Michael Phelps has yet to realize that he's desparately in love with me! haha
Seriously...I'm not selfish enough. I can be selfish, like most of us, but I'm not overly selfish like a few people I know. The world never has or ever will revolve around me. And I refuse to allow it to. There are other people in the world, not just me.
I also am everything guys want and everything they don't. I am independent and sports minded. I am very tomboyish and very ladyish. I'm this perfect balance and that attracts and repels men. But, whatever, as far as I'm concerned.
Men have never flocked to my door, whatever though. I've always been very beautiful, but I've never been every man's fantasy. I'm prettier than some people I know who are married, getting married, dating. But, I'm also not as beautiful as others I know who are married, getting married, dating.
I also refuse to settle for anyone less than what I deserve. That's the biggest issue.
But, I think one of the reasons is that maybe I'm called to be single because there may be some young ladies brought into my circle that think what we are all taught to believe (to be discussed in another journal entry) and I can show them that you can be a complete person with straight priorities without marriage and children.
Yeah...I'm single and life is really good. The only thing that can make it better is Michael Phelps running around my house every day in itty bitty white Speedos with that just got out of the pool hair.
Seriously...I'm not selfish enough. I can be selfish, like most of us, but I'm not overly selfish like a few people I know. The world never has or ever will revolve around me. And I refuse to allow it to. There are other people in the world, not just me.
I also am everything guys want and everything they don't. I am independent and sports minded. I am very tomboyish and very ladyish. I'm this perfect balance and that attracts and repels men. But, whatever, as far as I'm concerned.
Men have never flocked to my door, whatever though. I've always been very beautiful, but I've never been every man's fantasy. I'm prettier than some people I know who are married, getting married, dating. But, I'm also not as beautiful as others I know who are married, getting married, dating.
I also refuse to settle for anyone less than what I deserve. That's the biggest issue.
But, I think one of the reasons is that maybe I'm called to be single because there may be some young ladies brought into my circle that think what we are all taught to believe (to be discussed in another journal entry) and I can show them that you can be a complete person with straight priorities without marriage and children.
Yeah...I'm single and life is really good. The only thing that can make it better is Michael Phelps running around my house every day in itty bitty white Speedos with that just got out of the pool hair.