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Mar 11, 2006 22:38

I've realized lately just how easy it could be to shut out everybody in my life and completely isolate yourself. I find myself doing that more and more lately, and it scares me, yet it seems to be all I know how to do. I'm losing connections with friends, or i'm pushing them away, or they are busy and i'm busy and we lose touch. And lately i've ( Read more... )

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ilikeblue March 12 2006, 17:40:51 UTC
Hey Mel, you didn't have any comments so I thought I'd leave you one. I just got back from my cousin's funeral. He had a great life too, with a wonderful mother and hardworking father, a great ivy league education and a job as a lawyer. He travelled all over the world and married a beautiful woman who gave him 4 perfect children. But he wasn't happy and none of us really know why. We think he was depressed, or had anxieties that he didn't want to burden anyone with. He was always the guy who tried to make everyone else feel better and who never talked about his own problems ( ... )

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relientmike March 13 2006, 04:48:46 UTC
You gave me a lot to respond to, but I hope you don't mind waiting until I see you this week. I share some of the same anxieties and will try my best to encourage you when we hang out this week. I can't wait! :)

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emilieu March 13 2006, 04:54:35 UTC
Hey Mel,

I've been *trying* to talk to you more but you're never online!!! :-P Don't feel bad about getting stressed, worried, or down. EVERYONE DOES! And as for struggling to have a social life, well, I think one of these weekends you ought to come visit me. Here I am with no female friends to watch anime with or do girly stuff with!!!! And with the nicer weather out surely we can do some fun trekking outside and other goofy stuff like making brownie pizzas! So hang in there!

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natureluver12 March 20 2006, 18:16:42 UTC
boys are great but we can only take so much of them eh!?!? ;) I"d LOVE to come visit you girl sometime. Maybe we can do a weekend in Spring or early summer! WE'll figure something out. I DO really miss anime nights and hot chocolate and giggling. Talk to ya soon! :)
Melly

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OHHHH!??! kleaverjr March 21 2006, 12:33:12 UTC
Really!

I see..... Hmmmmm.....

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omnialia March 13 2006, 18:01:34 UTC
Hiya hiya hiya!!! I know I've been trying to call ya forever, I'll try to call again tonite... I have some free time! :) *hugs* its not unusual to feel that way. Goodness knows I feel the same way! I'm lonely, but I hide in my apartment and barely go out. I finally applied for a job, and if God wants me to have it, I'll get it, but gosh darn it I'm nervous. I'm bad at meeting people and making friends too... I drove for an hour to go to a meet up thing where I hoped to make friends, but when I got there I was too shy and left after about 10 minutes. :( HUGS! And I of course know you're not stuck up at all, just a gorgeous babe!!! :) Hee hee! Call anytime, darn it!!!

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amberdee1219 March 13 2006, 18:59:27 UTC
Sweetheart, we all feel alone and inadiquate. I cannot tellyou how it has happened to me and how it has changed my life. I do care about you and everything that is happening. It is hard for me since I am so far away, but I want you to know that I do care about you. I would have to say sometimes these things happen. I cant explain them. I know that it isnt your fault. Sometimes your body just goes through something. You life is about to change and you are going to be experiencing something that you have never had happen. Maybe your mind and body are trying to adjust to that knowledge. I dont know. You are getting ready to take another huge step in your life. I think that it is great. I also know, however, that it can be very stressful. Hun, keep looking up. I know that you will get through this, and that you will be a better person. I am praying for you.

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