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[nattish]

I'm at my lowest point in life. I'm helpless to improve my situation. I wish I were dead. I'm not suicidal. But I do think that would be easier than the constant thrum of pain and regret and humiliation inside my skull. I've lost my family. I've lost my hope. I want to scream, but no one is here to notice or care.

Comments

[birdsofshore]

I've no idea what has happened but I didn't want your post to go unnoticed. I'm sorry things are so bleak and hopeless for you. Is there anyone you can reach out to in RL for help?

[nattish]

Thank you, Bird. I do have RL people, but we are not typically close. I'm trying to reach out to them, but it is often hard to leave one's comfort zone.

[vaysh]

Here to say pretty much the same as Birds. You are not unnoticed here and we care. Thinking of you. *hugs*

[nattish]

Thank you so much.

[digthewriter]

I have missed you. You are not unnoticed. Please let me know if you just need to vent or talk or whatever. You're amazing.

[nattish]

Thank you. It really means a lot. And I've missed you too.

[germankitty]

Scream away. We hear you.

[nattish]

Thank you. <3

[khalulu]

Listening, here, and wishing the best for you.

[nattish]

Thank you very much. <3