Weekend

[nattalie_m]

On Saturday I woke up at noon and spend 4 hours doing my homework. After that I felt so lazy to do anything else, but I force myself to do aerobics and I felt great after it.
At night I played Elder Scrolls Online with Mike until I went to bed.

On Sunday I went to moms to have lunch with her. We keep distance and there were not kisses or hugs. She

Comments

[nahele_101]

Your story recently of your mom and sister and all the family crap was really depressing. I didn't comment but can relate to some of the shit you posted. I'm glad to hear she is feeling ok now.

Are you moving to the U.S?!??!?!?!

Moving in with your partner is big deal!

[nattalie_m]

In general most of the things related to my family are depressing so many years ago I could see how toxic and destructive their are and stay a little away from that to protect myself. I know that my mother made me broken not because she is mean but trying to help my sister who refuses to grow up... but that is still selfish and unfair with me and to be honest, it din't worth at all. In the other hand, I have to control myself not to rage and tell her what I think because I am afraid she will fall in a deep depression... that will only make everything harder and worse for me. Interacting with my family is like taking poison slowly.

I don't know if I am moving but Mike, my boyfriend for 5 years who lives in Indiana, wants me to stay in his house for many weeks to see if I don't get bored of him, because he wants me to move there with my teen daughter, so we will see. I won't take my parents with me, no no no.