Why do people have to be so deceitful, complicated, and morally confused? I try to help someone, a friend, and I cant even help the person because all they have told me about the problem are lies. I dont even know if it is a problem to them, or just a charade......whatever. I cant stop being friends with this person because despite the situation ( Read more... )

Man, I feel so much older and tired than I actually am. Maybe it was all that damn bleach lol, but I got so depressed last night.....eh oh well. Missed most of the fireworks, so basically everything about last night sucked. Especially since I had to say goodbye to a newfound friend so soon. Well hopefully I will take that trip to france and me ( Read more... )

Man...im so sorry to see a few of my friends with drinking problems. I wont say your names wether you care or not, just in case. But I have to tell you I had a big problem with that too, and the only way you can seriously control it is not to drink. I dont drink anymore not only because of its negatives, but I hate the way it makes me feel. I ( Read more... )

Well, just got back from disneyland last night, I had a pretty good time. And I got my internet connection back up(thankgod)!! I have other things to say but not so everyone can hear...sorry heh.....

Goddamnit Marcus, next time I see you your getting your ass beat. Your such a fucking dumbass then you try to fucking shoot down what I write, even though more than half the things you say you deserve to be slapped for. Fuck you, thats right, fuck you! You can take your stupid ass zen and philosophy book quotes that you think you sound smart saying ( Read more... )

In responce to everyone's philosophical entries I want to say this. Well first of all they are your views and they may change and they may not. But the important thing is, that no matter how much faith or commitment to what we believe in, millions of other people have that much commitment or faith to some other religion or philosophy. The point is ( Read more... )

Im sick and tired of fucking scott and miguel writing political shit on their lj's. Dude I want to fucking read about whats goin on with you......not your shitty ass views about the "extremely bad" government we live in right now. God I just wish I could have a little peace of mind, if only for tonight, maybe thats always why I have my snuggling ( Read more... )

Dude man....its so iffy.....I wish it wasnt like this and I didnt feel this way. Damn this sucks I wanna be alone but on the other hand I want some form of companionship, I dont know. I know I'm drunk but this is whats coming out, I need this trip bad, just to cool off and chill out. Damn I dont even know else to say.

Double fuck love

I dont know why I am writing, I have nothing to talk about lol. Hmmm, maybe I could talk about.............government conspiracies ( Read more... )