Title: Better Things Are Coming Part 5
Author: Meee
Raiting; 17
Summary: Emily And Naomi based but other charecters will make apperances
********Emily pov********
"Fucking 389 missed calls, 211 unread texts and 100 vocmails. All of Naomi ovcourse. You would of thought that after at least half those calls and texts and shit she would have give up, but no, she's being her normal persistant self. It's fucking annoying. No it's fucking stupid, Effy tryed to kill Katie and Naomi just forgave her like that. Maybe Naomi's fucking the wrong person. Im very sure Effy would love to have hurt both of us so ' the twins' can be nothing and she can be queen bee again. Fuck her fuck Naomi....... No what am i saying, i love Naomi, i just fucking hate her all the same, well i don't hate her just .... im just really pissed of at her y'know!" I don't think JJ has a fucking clue what im on about it came out so fast, and to be honest i don't really think i should be talikng to him about this, he just looks scared and he's doing that wierd 'why the fuck are you talking to me, you kinda scare me' look, very irratating. Actually everything seems to be fucking irritating when im annoyed at Naomi.
"Erm.... Emily.... I don't know what to say. Effy did try and kill your sister, but it is a proven fact that drugs do some things to the mind completely alter a person while the effect's are there. Actually psilocybin or 'shrooms' have been known to make a person have the same symptons of scitserfrenia and when a person feels threatend when they have scitserfrenia, they lash out, it's 10 times worse than if you were being threatend without the drugs, so therefore, Effy would not have done this if she hadn't take the shrooms and well, Katie threatend her first so Effy reacted in the way excpected for the state she was in."
"Jay, honestly shut up, i don't care, yes, maybe i overreacted a bit, but that still doesn't change the fact that Effy could of been the reason for me being only one half of a two part person, she could have not only taken Kaites life but completely ruined mine. Naomi just doesn't understand that. And i don't even think it's the fact about Effy anymore, well not really, i think it's the fact that i thought Namoi could read me, i thought we were that close she would know what Effy nearly took away from me, but she didn't did she so i guess i sort of feel a bit lonely that no one understands me" Shit that came out as babble.
"Well, you didn't make any sence but i think i understand what you mean. But how do you know that Naomi isn't ringing you to tell you she knows that, you need to give her a chance Emily." He's right, maybe i have been a dick. I love Naomi, and i know she loves me. But i just wish she would understand me. " You have only been together a month, she doesn't suddenly have the ability to read your mind, you have to push her in the right way, and in timeshe will be able to read you like a book." Yer, sometimes Jay is right.
"Your good at giving advice, y'know that Jay" God, he's good at advice, but he doesn't half drag on. Making an escape while i can.
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Shit.... Naomi...... I'll have to answer this time, after what Jay said i kinda feel mean.
"Emily, hey, you answerd"
longer silence than i thought.......
"Yerr, hey"
"Emily, listen im sorry for being a dick it was just-"
"No Naomi, im sorry, i should have given you time, i was the dick, i was just a bit annoyed, but im fine now, were fine."
"Oh, well im sorry too, and i missed you Em's"
"Yer i missed you too. I do think it is better if i come other later this week, let things cool down you know, i love you, i have to go now, my mums coming upstairs ill text you later bye i love you" And befor i could even get a reply i hang up, wish i could of hear her say i love you to.
new text Naomi: I love you to xxx
I new things wern't going to be fine just like that now, but atleast she knows i love her.
btw this will probably be all like fucked up coz im stoned and very drunk ill sort it out later