how can you know who your true friends are?
i don't trust a single soul in this freaking city
i want to leave so far away from here
reading those line makes me sick
can i just be happy or is it too much to ask?

im so tired i went to sleep at like 4am and my parents woke me up a 12pm arghhh!! i want my bed ( Read more... )

went to my ex today and since the seminaire he keeps making not moves but commentary about "us" and he keeps holding my hands and my waist well he's kind of freaking me out ( Read more... )

well i'm back from my seminaire which was really fun! we were all suppose to sleep at 11pm but we were all sneaking out and talking and getting completly wasted!!!took a lot of pic!the massages were so great!the vodka on the bus was not that good but nice!!! fun three days!!! now vacation time to do nothing at all execpt sleep, watch, TV, hang out ( Read more... )

tomorow is "seminaire de francais" which means three days doing french in an hotel with all my class and another one by a pool!! not that bad!!! but i just want to be with the people that i love and unfortunatly they're not here with me! i'll jsut have to get use to that...
do we ever get use not being around the pepople we love?

i'm sick of my best friend isn´t even picking up my calls,
i'm sick of getting wasted almost everyday of the week,
i'm sick of this freaking country i have to live in,
i'm sick of the people around me,
i'm sick of having to stress about my BAC,
i'm sick of having to wake up every morning to the same ordinary shit,
i'm just sick of that life...