It's been a while, so have a meme.

Nov 16, 2011 23:57

Stole this from bauble 'cos I kinda liked it. Have at it, chickens!

Choose a number and ask me…

01. My sexual orientation ( Read more... )

the internet killed my life, professionally informative, meme-r-ific

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bauble November 17 2011, 06:51:18 UTC
4, 39, & 27!

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nanoochka November 18 2011, 04:36:50 UTC
4 - I've had some great first dates, but I have to say my first date with my ex Damian was the best - we literally just walked around the city for 6 hours talking about music. We stopped for drinks and food, too, but mostly it was spontaneous and aimless and fun.

27 - My life's aspirations come down to doing something that make a difference professionally, like standing behind important and innovative policy at work; then there's the matter of publishing SOMETHING. I'd also like to do it all while standing on my own two feet financially, emotionally, etc.

39 - A couple weeks ago a family friend told me I'm delightful, which I thought was just lovely, but I think the nicest thing was what my dad always used to say to me: "You're my favourite person." It might just be nostalgia on my part but it was always heartwarming.

<3

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bauble November 18 2011, 17:28:11 UTC
You are the second person to comment that the best dates are the spontaneous and aimless dates, lol. Fascinating!

<3

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tdorian November 17 2011, 15:02:57 UTC
15,17,21. :D

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nanoochka November 18 2011, 04:40:43 UTC
15 - OH GOD. I'll just stick with my favourite song ever: "Beyond the Sea" by Bobby Darin. It never gets old. But I'm also loving "Bedroom Hymns" by Florence + the Machine.

17 - A great smile and a happy disposition are probably the two most attractive qualities I can think of. I love being around people who make me want to be happier myself.

21 - My father's wife accused me of not loving him the day he died. It's a long story but she was blatantly after his money and as a result drove a rift between us, and that knowledge took something that was already unspeakably awful and made it that much worse. It makes me clench my fists to this day. :/

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birddi November 17 2011, 18:10:23 UTC
25. One of my internal conflicts.

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nanoochka November 18 2011, 04:45:00 UTC
25 - My weight. I'm a recovered/recovering anorexic who could probably stand to lose a few pounds (the trauma to my metabolism resulted in some uncontrolled weight gain once I actually started, y'know... EATING again), but I'm pretty undecided as to what to do about it. I know that sounds really trivial, but what probably constitutes a pretty easy decision for most people is actually tied to potentially (and historically) life-threatening factors for me. So I often debate whether to try to lose it or live with it.

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birddi November 19 2011, 04:11:05 UTC
That makes sense. I think everyone has body issues but it seems that people (like us, who have suffered an eating disorder or medical restrictions) always have a weird relationship with food. I'm kind of interested in hearing your opinion and history (if you don't mind sharing).

Mine's maybe a little different. When I was a kid I acted out through anorexia for the control factor. But now, I love food, I love the taste and texture and the entire experience of different flavors mixing. I still have a few issues with the notion of controlling what I'm putting in my body and when, but I think it's rudimentary compared to other people. This probably came about after I suffered an entire body shut down due to allergies. What I don't like is not being able to eat anything but water, vitamins, and crackers for eight months at a time or risk hospitalization. The absent heart grows fonder, I suppose?

Anyhow, thanks for your honesty.

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nanoochka November 30 2011, 04:02:04 UTC
Sorry for taking so long to answer.

I don't think there's a single ana person out there who isn't also a control freak; at the end of the day, control is the only thing it comes down to. It wasn't so much that I was acting out, but I was always overweight as a kid and in high school; sometime in university I went on a diet and started losing weight, and I guess I got addicted to the feeling. Boys started to notice me, and I was addicted to that, too; I must have started to feel, deep down, that how I looked was the only valuable thing about me, because I put myself through a lot of really shitty relationship situations, including emotional and psychological abuse, cheating, and a miscarriage (as a result of my physical health because of the anorexia). But through it all I kept reminding myself how awesome and skinny I was. And it was something I could control, like you said, when everything else was an absolutely horrible mess. About six years later I started to lose that control because my body went into starvation mode; everything ( ... )

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nightrider101 November 18 2011, 01:23:54 UTC
24!

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nanoochka November 18 2011, 04:47:17 UTC
24 - I actually don't like making really long-term plans; I think I did a lot of that in my teens and early 20s, so that I now find myself with a lot less freedom than other people my age (house, job, etc.). So my near-future plans include going back to the UK for a visit in the spring and making concrete travel plans. Slightly more long-term, I'd like to buy a bigger house in the next couple years so I can have a room dedicated just to my personal library. :D

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fieryredqueen November 18 2011, 03:58:31 UTC
19,35, and 43.

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nanoochka November 18 2011, 04:53:25 UTC
19 - I love plain ice cream flavours, but there's a kind made locally from a dessert place here in Toronto called Honey Vanilla that I absolutely love. But I love honey in just about anything. :)

35 - I love spontaneous dates, and I'm very low-maintenance, so as I mentioned in a reply above, I look very favourably upon wandering the city with someone I like and getting to know them. There's a lot of potential to find fun activities along the way, and I consider it an important trait to be able to roll with the punches and still have a good time.

43 - My wisdom teeth: I have to get them out next Friday and I'm a little nervous. Dentists terrify me.

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