THE PLAY OPENS TOMORROW COME SEE IT! 7:00 IN THE FHS MP 8$ FOR TICKETS! COME SEE ALL MY HARD WORK PAYING OFF (hopefully :D)

ps> flordia was great.

tomorrow i leave for Flordia :] im so pumped. i cant wait to see jaime. this is the best thing thats happeneded in quite awhile. come see the play. im in it.

i'm so sick of trying to fucking impress people. all i do is bend over backwards to make someone happy and all i get is the feeling that im not being myself, like im really fake.it sounds so bitchy i know to not want to impress people but seriously fuck it, after high school i'll find out who are my true friends the people i'll still kick it with. ( Read more... )

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hey sorry i havn't updated in awhile i've been busy with practice ( Read more... )

i figured out why i've been so tired lately. the play, and eric, both of them take a lot out of me the play is physical and eric is emotional, i have no energy to do anything. Anyway last night dane and i tired to see a movie again, and drove around looking for parking for 30 minutes, no joke, plus movie prices went up and everythin was sold out. ( Read more... )

today has been such a lazy day. i don't want to do anything except sleep but i cant since i have so much to do. i have to go get my paycheck from coffe beans but im scared bc the boss is such a large bitch-maniac and i quit so shes gonna be a even bigger bitch then ever, hooray. i'll update later leave me a comment :]
eric was an angel in blue

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finaly the OC will be on again im excited. i talked with jas and Lauren a little more today, its getting a tiny bit easier, but its hard to see since i don't show emotion. Dane went to Tahoe today so that'll be fun for him. Practice last night was bleeh cold. and that weather yesterday? Crazy! My mom wouldn't even let me drive home, so i had to ( Read more... )

So today was better, i guess. I talked to Lauren about it in bio and it just feels good to talk to somebody and have them listen to you instead of putting themselves first. Thanx Jasmine, Christy, Laurel, Licia, Ya-ya, Casper, Lauren and Dane for helping, seriously every bit counts. So i had practice today, we only have like 3 weeks left till ( Read more... )