fandom: prose (crossover); den sternen sind wir gleich & light 'em up
pairing: philja x tarek
wordcount: 3730
notes: das ganze hier ist entstanden, weil philja und tarek alle happiness der welt verdienen und bisher leider viel zu wenig davon bekommen haben. they deserve a soft epilogue. (bonus: diese
pinnwand hier.)
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"“I want to be real,” he says, raising his voice to be heard over the sound of the rain.
“You are.” Philja frowns, mouth turned up to a half-smile and he looks ridiculous as he says it, wet hair clinging to his forehead in messy strands."" ICH HAB MEINE HÄNDE IN MEIN GESICHT GEKLATSCHT WEIL MEIN HERZ WEH GETAN HAT UND DAS WAR EIN BISSCHEN ZU ARG UND JETZT KOMMT ZU MEINEM EMOTIONALEN SCHMERZ NOCH EIN PHYSISCHER DAZU.
"I am here, he wants to scream, I exist." i'm just crying really softly, because yes my love, you do you do you do.
"“You’re not thinking about jumping, are you?” Philja asks him.
(...) Philja’s carefully neutral expression turns into a frown. “Hey, you … wouldn’t, right?”" das macht mich so traurig because tarek used to consider it und philja fragt weil er solche dinge kennt & weiß & weiß wie es ist, und deswegen ist tarek ehrlich ( ... )
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“He’s there when Philja wakes up four hours later, crying and whimpering the same two names over and over again.” i s t h i s a c t u a l l y h a p p e n i n g thea I think this story is changing me as a person, außerdem ja, ja, das ist so wahr dass es wehtut (sehr sogar). ”it hurts.”, ja, tarek, it does
e r u m a r m t i h n erumarmtihn eR UM A R M T IHN DO YOU HEAR ME SCREAMING
”“I wasn’t enough, I never … they were n-never mine to lose. I just … I hate waking up to see they’re not here. I hate it so much.”“ okay that’s it the tears are back again, they never were mine to lose i mean ahahahahahahahahahahahahaha will i still have a heart after this
”“You are alive and when I’m with you, you make me feel like I am, too. You’re important, okay, and you matter so much.”(…) “Please don’t leave,” he whispers, a little broken, a little desperate.
(…) “I won’t. I won’t,” and he’s crying almost as much as Philja now but then they move until their foreheads touch and it doesn’t hurt anymore.”” I didn’t ( ... )
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i'm just so happy they have each other now, it's gonna be okay, they're gonna be okay
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woah, und der vergleich mit dominik und killua flasht mich ziemlich, weißt du. ganz besonders die parallelen bei tarek und dominik, weil, ja, jetzt wo du es erwähnst, macht das schon irgendwie sinn??
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