Why?

[naangfaa]

why do people love only to have it taken away suddenly?
why do we have to go thru' deaths?
why is the feeling of not being able to see that someone again makes ur heart so heavy?
why is it after crying so much the feeling still doesn't go away?
why do we have to go through it?why?why?why?
why can't we just live forever?=_( 

Comments

[psychotoo]

yo.. are you ok??

hmmm....

[naangfaa]

hey yah, I'm alright..bawled after typing that entry though..went thru that fear of losing my loved ones again! I fear I won't be able to cope with their lost when it happens..

I'm also afraid to die..I dun wanna die and make the people around me sad..'coz when they are sad, I am sad too..=_(

But I guess it happens right..I'm just so sad thinking 'bout it..blechzz..

Re: hmmm....

[canyoupleazzze]

ya i feel that sometimes too but we just have to treasure our families and loved ones now and not take them for granted. HUGZ

hmmm....

[naangfaa]

yah I know that but I kept imagining life without them..hmm..and just can't take it lah..it's like, u will not see, hear, feel and hug them anymore..sigh..=(

[psychotoo]

hey yeah totally agree.. believe me, if everybody lived treasuring their loved ones, and telling them exactly how they feel each and every day, nobody will die with regrets. :)

Why are you feeling like this so often recently?

hmmm....

[naangfaa]

dying without regrets is still OK..ut it's coping with the loss that is not OK..

my parents getting older lah..I am just scared..heavy-hearted as I'm typing this..sigh..

I dun wan it to happen..

Re: hmmm....

[psychotoo]

Well... you cannot hope for completely no sense of loss, cos otherwise you're not human..it's just that if you show them everyday just how much you love them, you'll be able to cope with this loss much much better.

Also, death is inevitable.. it's part of nature! You can't keep worrying about something that will happen eventually.. don't be so engrossed in the worry that it'll happen.. so much so that you don't live in the here and now enthusiastically and happily with them yah?

[anonymous]

Dont feel so sad.. everyone will have to die someday.
It's just how we look at things.
So cherish each day and everyone you care about.
That's the best way to have no regrets, I guess.

p/s: hope to die pretty.. hahah

hmmm....

[naangfaa]

I agree..but I have this stupid thinking that the more time I spend with them, the more the memories, the sadder I will be when they leave..sigh..silly right?=(