Running

[naamah_darling]

I have been feeling unaccountably fucking hostile the past few days. Not so you'd notice to talk to me, but it is there. And this isn't an irritable kind of hostile, it's not brittle or bitchy at all. It's just a bone-deep pissoff that won't quit. I want to find an ass and kick it just as hard as I can. I want to run something down and tear

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[snakey]

(FWIW, my bipolar has got a HELL of a lot better in the 11 months I've been on testosterone.)

[bat_cheva]

*hugs*

[apocalypticbob]

How well I know this wild feeling...and words have been failing me lately, too...hence my lessened posting.

I have snippets and beginnings...always beginnings...*sigh*

As always, you aren't alone.

[cbpotts]

This is going to sound insane, but in some ways you and I are very similiar (down to I think we're the same age bracket) and I have this hostility/rage thing happen often, and here's what helps: rampaging mad monkey sex. Preferably the kind that makes you forget your name, much less hubby's name. (If you have a bad memory, write both of these bits of info down ahead of time -- you'll want them later) I think it is like hitting the re-set button, and gets the hormones behaving themselves.

It can't hurt, right?

[crows_warning]

I'm with Cbpotts on this one. The fang bearing sex seems to help contain things for a little while. A reset button to be sure, but it lasts only so long. I can't speak for anyone else, but this month's full moon was particulary powerful and drove me to distraction.

You're definately not a lone on this.

[pixxelpuss]

My sympathies.

I feel like this right now, and the thing is that everything is either completely out of my control, or not going to go away for at least five years.