LJI Season 8: When you pray, move your feet.

[n_decisive]

There's a joke about a devout man, a farmer, during a terrible flood. Three separate people offer him a ride away from the rising waters, but he holds out because he believes the Lord will provide.Several times in the last seven years, I have had thoughts of harming myself, of killing myself. Some of the anti-depressants I was prescribed made these

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[theafaye]

I am so, so glad you got that help, even though it wasn't under the best of circumstances. Sometimes the universe moves in mysterious ways though and it sounds as though this was the best way to get you where you needed to be.

[n_decisive]

Thanks. :) It's an ongoing project still, but things have been a lot, lot better since that hospital visit. :)

[wlotus]

I am very glad to read this. *hugs*

[n_decisive]

Thank you. :) How are you?

[whipchick]

It's really powerful to read something and think, in a very small voice, "me, too." Thanks :)

[n_decisive]

You're welcome, and thank you. I've had those moments, too, and they hit hard. Good, but hard. ;)

[ersatz_read]

Well done. On many levels.

[n_decisive]

Thank you, on at least as many levels. :)

[shadowwolf13]

It's hell when you reach that point. I'm so very glad that you had the help you needed. I hope things are better now, or at least a bit more stable for you.

[n_decisive]

They are, and thank you.

[n_decisive]

Thank you! I haven't yet read your entry, but will be soon and will let you know that I've been there. :)