in an effort to make myself feel better about life and myself, i splurged and got myself a camera :D whooooo!! :D I haven't quite decided what to name it yet... but its a beauty :) In the mail and will hopefully be in my hands by tuesday next week? maybe sooner?! As soon as I get it, I will be SNAPPING away!! :D so if i havent seen u in a long time ( Read more... )

I'm going through some awfully weird emotions tonight... =/

1) my pit of doom in my stomach..
2) the anxiety over the pit of doom in my stomach
3) estatic cuz lam, my best friend, FINALLY came back from china
4) missing my family over in the east coast.. especially two little girls <33 and my favorite homecuz, jessie ( Read more... )

going through some weird.. internal pain. unsettling pit of doom in my stomach... and it aint hunger or my need to visit the restroom. i had this pain before, and let's just say i went through a rough couple of months trying to recover from it. i hope im not falling into some kind of psychological subconscious trap.. eh ( Read more... )

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So for the past few years, my anger towards the leader of our great nation, has made me feel a little guilty, because in some way it makes me feel like I hate my country sometimes. Now I'm definitely no expert at how the government works and I can't analyze the national budget or come up with some two hundred point plan to help the U.S. economy. ( Read more... )

Within the time span of one month, the Phan family have gone through a terminal sickness being diagnosed, a wedding, and a funeral. In that order. It's alright though, because I did get to spend time with my nieces and nephews. Bella and Sophia <33. Jessie, Lizzie, Peter, and Stephen. I also got to spend time with Michelle here in the west coast ( Read more... )

( Survey 1 of the night.. )

To repair my financial problems, I picked up a couple of extra shifts at the restaurant. I'm already dreading this decision. I'm glad that I'll be leaving in a couple of weeks (not permanently, but since I have a summer job I'm leaving the restaurant temporarily). I'm just a little reluctant because I really don't want this job forever. Right now, ( Read more... )

Very rarely do I have an "Awesome Friday", mainly because I'm always sleep deprived and I remain so for the rest of the weekend. On Fridays, I volunteer at the Aquarium of the Pacific (which is pretty kick@ss) from 9 a.m. - 2 p.m. The hours really aren't that bad, but for fear of being stuck in traffic, I try to leave the house by 7:30 or before. ( Read more... )

Not to toot my own horn, but I think my strongest asset.. and my weakest is my ability to empathize... Albeit, I may not do it all the time, but when I do, I can get extremely emotional. I mean extremely, friends who have seen me cry in a movie will verify that I definitely get way too emotional during a mushy scene (i.e. the ending of The Notebook ( Read more... )